This one translates poorly to how bsky shows images but whatever, no harm in posting. Please click for full, or even better consider viewing on ao3 archiveofourown.org/works/89666306! #wangxian #LanWangji #TheUntamed #CQL

Like twitter back in the day, I'm just not really getting anything out of bsky but there are a few people here I don't have any contact with on other platforms that I don't want to lose :( but still might have to for my own good. FYI I'm on tumblr and dreamwidth and Ao3 always, under this name

I think probably I need to start proactively planning my life so that, as far as possible, I don't have to do anything throughout June-August. I can't do these months at all. My brain stops functioning. I get depressed. Trying to push through as if I'm a proper person during this time does not work

House of the Dragon has a lot of heavy lifting to do to pull me back in after the "weak and feeble woman" line honestly, even Emma D'arcy sounded embarrassed to deliver it

Well now I really have to post something because I haven't had an ao3 kudos email for two days

Once again I feel STUCK with getting the PORN in my head OUT onto the PAGE

Just learned that tailgating apparently means something quite different in the US

I feel like misspelling sizhui as shizui is in the same category as misspelling rogue as rouge. Like it's not a typo they just don't realise that's not how it's spelled

Here with stone cold takes on 40 year old films but I've never seen the color purple before and like, what is this, tonally? What is happening? The jaunty quincy jones soundtracked domestic abuse? Is this is a conscious choice to unsettle, is the book like this

Watching Tip Toe because I thought I was strong enough but I'm SO STRESSED

Just realised I check out unfamiliar fandom spaces for their feelings on people liking CQL with the same cautious energy as I check out real life spaces for their feelings on people being queer

This morning as I was sitting on the sofa looking at the sun on my little garden I cried because I realised I was happy, and that I think I had been unhappy for a very long time

Very sorry for continued bridgerton posting but they've really turned the romance-coding of penelope/eloise up to eleven this season, and it was already at like...ten. Why are they doing this, what are their intentions

The 2023 hanguang-june art that is now my annual tumblr reblog but I don't think I've ever posted here. ANYWAY enjoy your special month lwj #wangxian #CQL #TheUntamed

Nearly done with season 1 of bridgerton, verdict so far: fake dating should have lasted longer, if only because the baby drama is absolutely HORRIFYING. Please tell me this was also the general opinion when it first came out, I feel like I'm going crazy

I'm watching Bridgerton, I'm a person who watches Bridgerton now. The purposeful anachronism is actually pretty fun, but I do find myself thinking it would be funner if it stretched to making literally every character (explicitly) queer THE VIBES ARE THERE

I did it! I drove the car for the first time! I parked in a bay and went through a 60mph zone and did big roundabouts and no one died! Obviously all things I did countless times while learning but not on my own in this car!

27C today NO THANKS?? Work are lucky I'm even still logged on

Incredible: within two weeks of moving somewhere packed full of scenic walks, I break my toe

Dreamt my boss had tasked me with writing a short pitch for a piece of wangxian art, on deadline, but it was fine because I knew there was this one idea I'd been meaning to do for ages, but half way through writing I realised I'd forgotten a key detail of the idea because it's been SO LONG

#CQL #TheUntamed #LanWangji / #LanZhan #WeiWuxian / #WeiYing "I still am."

House of the Dragon is my latest binge and I'm still watching but it's fraught, because while I do find this kind of fantasy compelling I have very little stomach for "watch all your faves die horribly and inevitably"

I have been in the new house for a week: hurrah! I am too scared to drive the hand-me-down car I have so have been living on fast food: boo!

It's 8pm the night before I move home. Everything I do is the last time I'll do it in my little flat where I've spent the last 12 years. I'm so sad

I do obviously try and avoid political chat on socmed at all costs but I still feel a bit grumpy about how I haven't seen *anything* on the UK elections today specifically about how the Insane Fascist Party For Morons has made terrifying gains. Like is anyone else seeing this shit

Omg FINALLY concluded contracts on the flat sale/house purchase this afternoon, a mere TWO WORKING DAYS before I'm due to move. I've aged decades in the past few weeks

Me losing interest in a longfic because wangxian "decide to wait", truly I am your scumbag high school boyfriend, I WILL break up with you if you don't put out

I wish The Youth (or maybe just the American Youth? Difficult to tell online) would stop throwing around 'fag' (as in gay person, not as in cigarette) as casually as they do. I'm sure it's an age thing and possibly a regional thing too but god I wince every time

Just watched The Northman for the first time and really enjoyed it, but my main takeaway is that oh my god I could actually see what was happening in the nighttime scenes and didn't have to turn the brightness up on my TV even a little bit, PRAISE BE

Not to be dramatic but I actually want to kill myself because I can't deal with this level of anxiety