AllieXY 🏳️⚧️
@allielouxy.bsky.social
Trans woman 🌸 | Please help reunite our family! 🌈
My Brazilian surgeon could not even respond to my last message thanking them for my care, telling them I was going back to the states.
It feels rushed but I always end up acting on breaking point in this relationship because he just asks me to push through when I’m depleted.
I’m going back on my own because I’m done waiting for every last date being about his PhD.
I’m leaving today. He couldn’t even hold me. He just gave vague reassurances of it’s gonna be okay and went about his day. Yet he acts clueless when I say we both need different kinds of people for a healthy relationship. I know I need someone older, stable, emotionally available, w stable career.
You know I’ve said so much and I feel lonely and stuck.
Just realized can’t do a go fund me until I back in the USA
Guys I had to sell my house as a trans woman because I was constantly harassed and had to move to Brazil to hope find freedom. It did it work out. I had to get emergency surgery and lost savings. Would this community support me if I made a go fund me ? I need help.
I’m sick of everyone talking about Trump. At some point yall enjoy the bread and circuses. Every boomer is just either spreading hate online or virtue signaling online. Get up and do something for the younger generations if you really care. I know I’m posting myself but I’ve had to fight 4 my life.
Applying to research labs in BC. Amgen specifically, looking for people in the Burnaby and Vancouver area.
Guys my husband and I are moving back to Seattle. Capitol Hill area but are looking for connections in British Columbia Canada and hoping applying to research scientist jobs in the area. After a hard year abroad we want to make this painful year feel like it was not a complete loss.
Tulo yupo kaari ääreen pan låtooan tukiopånoma loöliny bummå noer äöbö Biöök.
Guruma Tuka nut. Dela kong nehk tur lotta kell fang. Joramit tol fua naahkk.
It’s hard I had a house but it just sucked were we lived. Terrible neighbors and neighborhood. Maybe better things will come from renting.
I don’t know if we’ll ever buy a home again. What our future will look like. It feels like we had to loose so much. The USA hurts its citizens. It does not help them succeed unless they are rich. I believed everyone deserved a home. I truly did. Now I lost the first house I ever owned.
He hugs me but can’t tolerate that I talk about how I’m grieving the house sale. What was I supposed to do when I was trans and Puerto Rican born. When I had lived so isolated and scared. Yet so many straight couples are now living their dreams and buying houses. Yet it was at our expense and pain.
I’m going back but my art room is gone. The library. His office. The big country kitchen. The huge living room that gave view to the back yard. The dogs room. Our big bed room. It’s all somone else’s now. We sold it and it didn’t materialize into something better. just got a year of pain in Brazil.
It’s official I’m going home. Tickets are bought. I don’t think I’ll be able to stop in Argentina tho before I leave this southern continent.