Defying Trinity
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Trinity. 40-something. Bi. She/Her. Fat & Proud. Work in progress. Black woman with opinions. Skin as thick as my thighs.
So I just saw a criticism of the Disney house style of CG animation that called it "Pixar Botox" It's not eveb noon and I am done with the world for the day.
So, I was supposed to go see BTS in Baltimore today, but I ended up selling my tickets because of heat and safety reasons. ...and also amittedly, their most recent album was nowhere near as good as their older albums.
I'm looking at my WIP fanfic again and I just... I'm considering quitting writing again. I've probably never been as good as I thought I was and the silence is deafening. Nobody reads and nobody cares, so why bother?
I'm tired of being the one who always reaches out and makes the plans. Just once, I want someone to ask me to do something with them. Just
I'm at the stage of my life where I'm titef of goings everything on my own, but I'm such a problem thst I don't really want to ruin anyone else's good time.
I'm at the stage of my life where I'm titef of goings everything on my own, but I'm such a problem thst I don't really want to ruin anyone else's good time.
Seeing Otakon pictures makes me miss cons again, but I have such a flatbed and awful personality thst I ruined the last few I went to.
Fully aware that I'm in the minority here, but Red/Luis and Chlos/Max should double date. I was basically screaming "KISS GODDAMN IT" during certain parts of Wicked Wonderland
Is there a word for it when you're jealous of the lives you see on the other end of the screen when it feels like your own life is falling aoart?
Yesterday was the 9th anniversary of the day I hit rock bottom and nearly walked off a New York subway platform. After that, I knew I needed help, so I went into therapy. A lot has happened since, good and bad, but I'm ad I didn't walk off that platform. I'm still here
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I'm not trying to yuck anyone's yum becsuse I love Halloween too, but if you put a pumpkin near me before September 1, you are getting decked. I had to endure the longest winter I've ever experienced, LET ME ENJOY SUMMER
Threads is a uniquely miserable place. Everyone on there is unhappy or mad about something. ...maybe that's all social media these days. No one ever really seems happy anymore. ... myself included
Although I do have to wonder if maybe I'm the problem here. I mean, I had to he the problem right? No way I soend 40 yrsrs losing frriends if I'm not the problem
As an adult, I'm paranoid about my friends liking me bexsuse I have a long hustoty of being thrown out of a friend group, being frozen out by peers or just being left out. I question who my friends are becshze I've been the cast off and it hurts. I must be too weird to be liked
If you want to know how my mother's day went...well, the only reason I got out of bed was bexsus dad said he needed to eat dinner. And I needed to pee. That's it. I was in bed. All day. Waiting for it and the pain to he over
I don't hate the idea of GLP1, but I really wish people would be normal about them. I hate the creepy advertising and I hate how people talk about it like it's a miracle cure for life.
today is one of those days where it feels like the universe just wants to say: "Hey, remember how you turned 40 and celebrated it aline in your house with leftovers? Or how paranoid you are that your friends hate you? Or how nobody's celebrated you in 20 yrsrs because you're a pathetic loser?"
I've been a member of the Dead Moms club for 16 years and this is the first mother's day where the grief isn't weighing me down. So to tbkse who feel the pain I do: it does get easier. It will never get better, but it does get easier to bandle.
I swear to God, I never want to hear the term "late stage capitalism" again.
Seen on Instagram: "why is everyone on a GLP-1 now?" "Because it curses life" ...and now I think I understand why the advertising for these things creeps me out.
A unfortunate side effect of a lifetime of finding out thst my friends aren't really my friends and being told I was too much or to loud or too insane is that I am extremely paranoid about my relationships.
So in already having a bad day and I just wanted a breakfast sandwich, and my door dasher stole my order. So now I'm still hungry and I don't feel like cooking and I now need to go cook because NY ORDER GOT STOLEN
I DID IT! I COMPLETED THE NATIONAL POKEDEX! I have caught EVERY SINGLE POKEMON! I caught them all (for now)
