I'm not doing well at all from a mental health perspective. Haven't all year. I think I need to take a break from being online so much since I'm just lurking here and binge watching youtube. There's a version of me that still draws, writes and smiles, and I need to go find her.
My gosh, just had an interview that I was SUPER nervous for. We'll see what happens, but for now at least my mind is cleared up enough to work on some art.
Yesterday was a good day that I really needed. I have an interview next week and the florist at the store asked if I wanted to be friends. I also made new bug and bunny buddies. They both live in the bush outside my bedroom window and I will fight anyone who doesn't treat them with love.
My gosh, okay I REALLY need to pick myself back up. I may have lost my job but I'm still an artist. If you would like to commission me for a waist up illustration of a character in this style for $70 feel free to DM me. Actual price chart to come. No real people or NSFW. Paypal or Kofi.
My gosh, okay I REALLY need to pick myself back up. I may have lost my job but I'm still an artist. If you would like to commission me for a waist up illustration of a character in this style for $70 feel free to DM me. Actual price chart to come. No real people or NSFW. Paypal or Kofi.
I hate/love that I want to do character art for this now and learn to code so I can make this in an awesome cyberpunk setting.
Andilin🌸@andilin.bsky.social · 2mo agoBout to say screw it and learn to code just to make a dating sim.
Bout to say screw it and learn to code just to make a dating sim.
Hoo boy I am not doing well. Thought I had a lead on a good job but it was a scam. Later that night I was hit with what may be one of the biggest betrayals of my adult life. Booking my therapist. Gonna call this LGBTQIA+ community thing in my city. Got Cyberpunk 2077. Sword fighting everyone.
Sketching for several hours really helped mitigate the frustration of not hearing back from any of the applications I've submitted. Getting laid off is apparently going to be a long phase in my life. >:I
The Zagreus RosaJon pic got a way bigger reaction than I expected, which really helped with my confidence seeing as getting laid off is devastating. I want to draw a Final Fantasy character but I'm blanking. Any requests? First thoughts are Lulu, Tifa and Lightning.
Time is dragging so much since losing my job. I want to draw but my art relies so heavily on my emotional state. But I think drawing may be the main thing to cheer me up. Even just a simple picture. Nothing quite like being laid off during pride month :D
I made friends with a big June beetle tonight while watching fireflies in the moonlight. The world doesn't always suck.
My gosh, it's definitely time to work on a commission pricing sheet. I was only laid off a day and half ago and already I'm wondering how much money I can get if I sell my retro games.
Whelp. Just got laid off. At least now I have time to draw, so maybe I should do art commissions once I inhale some comfort pizza.
Apparently Transformers Prime Megatron is a lot of fun to doodle. Even if you get his armor all wrong~
Captain RosaJon~ 💙 Art gift for a @protonjon.bsky.social stream. First new illustration in a while as I'm crawling out of artblock.
Doing my best to suplex this art block of mine into the next dimension.
Is it weird that I'm over the moon about this? I was thinking of adding a new Final Fantasy character when Aerith and Tifa, who fell for each other naturally, had a daughter and named her Rosa. ALL I HAD TO DO was change her hair color and suddenly I have a party member from FF4~
Rika from Phantasy Star IV~ ♥️ Copic markers and Pigma Micron pens.
It's crazy that Tomodachi Life is getting me back into childhood games. As soon as I added Rika I went down a rabbit hole. I've only beaten Phantasy Star IV but now I aim to finish all 4. The first game is rough but I think it has the first JRPG female protagonist?
Andilin🌸@andilin.bsky.social · 4mo agoRika from Phantasy Star IV~ ♥️ Copic markers and Pigma Micron pens.
Rika from Phantasy Star IV~ ♥️ Copic markers and Pigma Micron pens.
Work has slowed down finally and I'm feeling inspired because of Tholia's amazing art (pls follow her). Legit just gonna play Tomodachi Life all night tho. Liquid Snake asked April O'Neil to move in even though Solid Snake likes her, and I bought a stylus purely for the sake of adding Master Cheif.
