i turn the page to drown you out. you are the only thing that i still care about. if i can heal the conflict that's within, i'll know the war has reached the bitter end.
for those we have lost.
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... You chose this. I will mourn your past, who you became, and what you could have been. ... Farewell.
If we're both going crazy, then we'll go crazy together, right?
from now on, i'll love myself instead of you.
If I were to tell you that this isn't the end─that we will meet again─would you believe me?
life is just a journey, yours is near its end.
baby, don't leave me. only you can make me feel so alive. take all of my love...
i... put my trust in you. and, in the end... i felt safe, with you.
the days go by so uniformly, tightly controlled and determined for me.
My heart is stronger now that you're in it.
oh, at fair moon's rise, into the night fly. follow the moonlight, fear not what you find.
am i anything? am i even a person beneath?
DRESSED IN RAGE, INSIDE MY CAGE. MY PANDEMONIUM, STILL BOUND TO THE FLAME THAT I BEAR. BURIED ALIVE IN THE COFFIN OF WHO I USED TO BE.
now - i've never been in love. but, i think this is it.
i breathed (eventual) i screamed (eternal) from my new lungs (inevitable freeing of the soul)
Life is suffering. It is hard. The world is cursed but still - you find reasons to keep living.
the days go by so uniformly, tightly controlled and determined for me.
i never knew another way of life. my baby brain collected all the strife. my father told me, "gotta just survive." you drink the poison, gotta pay the price.
i know i've never felt like this before. i never really knew what love was for. i dreamed. but never did believe.
the path you walk on belongs to destiny, just let it flow. all of your joy and your pain will fall like the tide. let it flow.
This time, I want you to take everything. I know I'll never have what I wanted. Let me have it through you. Please.
they say there's no marks. is she dead? no one knows. can we talk? not anymore. not anymore. they say there's marks. is it blood? what do you think? and where are you?
from now on, i'll love myself instead of you.
One of the joys of being a parent is that you’ll have a constant reminder your whole life that every choice you’ve made has been wrong.
(It's nice to hear them working together, though. Just for me too? Gosh...)
stand tall, my friend. may all of the dark lost inside you find light again.
at the end of this nightmare, that seems to go on forever, i will find no kind of salvation. i know that, i know that.
feeling it makes my heart throb, i've finally become a romantic. the excitement of having a crush for the first time, isn't bad in the slightest.
don't worry, i've got you. nothing will ever harm you. i'm close by, i'll stay here. through all things, i will be near.