It's almost 5 am but I forgot to upload this recent chibi commission thaaaaankjkkk yyouuuuuuuuuuu!!!
I've this natural alarm that i always wake up at exactly the hours I usually wake up, so when I sleep more later and ruin the regular sleep schedule, I will still wake up at the time I usually am, That's how I keep getting lack of sleep, Literally can't sleep again. Gonna washup and hit cardio 😵💫
i wonder if is it hard talking to me? i feel like when i talk to people I'm only talking one way and didn't really give much of a room for people to answer back
I don't like days where nothings planned, I like planning my day the day before it. "Let's draw tomorrow!!" and so the tomorrow me don't have to make any other decision. But when there isn't, I got super bored and depressing thought surfaces. So having a habit help calm me down by a lot.
I've been trying to rebuild old habit once again, I want to workout and liftweight again so bad... but damn my left shoulder injury still kinda hurt. And I don't feel like going to the gym around here unlike back when i was living alone. But it feels like every year is just a loop. damn...
i feel like the brain signal that let me focus has been fucked, i really need that caffeine just to get my ass on the chair now
Im gonna die tonight. And to hear the sound irl still sound like 10x Better than the one in the video is insane.
The high note in 神っぽいな was fun... but oh my god, my tongue was fighting for its life! 😭 I kind of wanted to upload the full version on youtube but im really scared asjkfhakjfhklwjhfglwrahjgwalrg
I was wanting to build some sort of built thats like the spring horse at playground so then I procrastinate since this morning... Build a Spin buddy solver instead of building own room (っ °Д °;)っ #gogh #goghonsteam #goghgame
I do believe my mom think I'm plotting something and planning to be a terrorist xD
That feeling when your device is charging, you get off the internet and started reflecting and thinking like you used to be. I've been reflecting on how I've come to this point where i used to be scared shitless about ghost and now I'm so indifferent about it. I still do believe in ghost btw.
me receiving the 99+ delivery of the day my mom and sisters order on 8.8(soon)
Paul Bronks@slendersherbet.bsky.social · 2w agoMe looking at my wife as the Amazon delivery van pulls up outside our house again.
i hate this nightmare inducing wake up call my brain make when it's signaling time to wake up. Like Cmon man can't you think of something better to wake me up than giving me a nightmare. And it get worse if i don't decide to wake up. it will just barrage me with nightmares till i wake up
cannot sleep, cannot work, cannot draw, cannot nothing. But im soo boorreeed. Its so over.