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At what point does it become self-toxic to be happy for your friends accomplishments as a coping mechanism for your own shortcomings? I want to be supportive, but how does one manage to keep doing so when the support is for the same opportunities I repeatedly get passed up on?

And just like that, my last ditch attempt to find some level of motivation is gone and over. Literally zero point to the pursuit of passion at this point, hope yall enjoyed the journey with Phantom, cause Ive reached the end of that road here. Maybe one day I’ll pick that back up. So fed up dude.

We are hard at work getting the next event ready! We got some new stuff to show you as well as some updates for you all! -World optimization -new shenanigons for our screens -Improved accessibility panel -Possibly an update to our car in the lobby :3 We hope you are excited!

Image of our Media department and stream department directors hard at work with a tiny little bird who is a light tech wizard!

Me in 2010, listening to Skrillex. Other peeps: “Oh god that’s so cringe how could you listen to that!?” Me, sixteen years later, STILL LISTENING TO SKRILLEX WITH THEIR NEW ALBUM. Other peeps: “Oh man I love skrillex he’s so good!”

This is going to be a long post, and I know I shouldn’t dwell over late night thoughts, but this is definitely a topic that I’m arguably the most passionate about. To summarize what’s to follow: I don’t know if I am meant for relationships.

I do not want GenAI in fanart. I do not want GenAI in character design. I do not want GenAI in world design. I do not want GenAI in writing. I do not want GenAI in storyboarding. I do not want GenAI in voice acting. I do not want GenAI, period. If any piece of media uses GenAI, I don't want it.

That really is it, isn't it; the end of another chapter? Tomorrow is a new day, a new horizon to cross. Look as the sun sets and see in its light just how far you've come. When the sun rises, the beginning of another chapter awaits.

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hey man can you just walk into my suspiciously boss-arena sized room. don't worry about the save point outside that's just to give you a break haha. just walk in. walk into this room right now

I seriously cannot thank all of you enough for coming out and showing your support. We nearly capped not one, but TWO whole instances on our second night of our DEBUT EVENT! You're all amazing, I haven't cried that hard in a long time, thank you all for being a part of it.

The Neon Symphony@theneonsymphony.bsky.social · 3mo ago

That's a wrap! Thank you all so much for attending our debut and partying this weekend with us. From all of the staff who worked so hard to bring this to life, we thank you! But this isn't the end, but just a beginning! See you on July 31st and August 1st!

We love you all!