Artyom Nific
@artyomnific.bsky.social
[16+] used to be suggestive art but now is mostly just a personal account main: @artemos.bsky.social
Spent about 7 hours total in the train, 6 hours without any movement
Train has been stuck due to a drone danger and they arent moving or letting us out after 2 hours but i drew this
All i want is to have unlimited free time to draw and make things and to be able to freely meet my online friends and partner Thats all i fucking need its not much to ask for
Its why i gravitate towards backrooms so much It feels like such a perfect escape from life
My life purpose is to create cool things and love those dear to me but it seems like everything else in life, whether it is family, education, job,mandatory military service, is actively trying to distract and distance me and take away this purpose and sometimes torture & kill me too and im so tired
Why the fuck is this turning out good i thought i was making a character model for the first time
and by faggot i am referring to myself bsky please dont ban this account again
its okay to make fanart for cool artists you like even if your art is mid, so go make it, faggot
how did the "i shouldnt make fanart for this person because my artstyle is boring and bad and so they wont like it" mentality even come into my mind it doesnt make any sense i used to make fanarts for big big artists when i was starting out and i was fine they didnt kill me
Things i can cook: - Bland ass pasta - Delicious honeycake
Looked at some art and activity of mine from the pre-bsky times and i kinda miss it I used to only post my art in a handful of discord servers and you wouldnt be able to find me otherwise because i just didnt use social media lol I was such a different person
I wanna advertise commissions but with how difficult it is for me to draw art for myself it would drain me to have the pressure of a person paying me to do it
You could call them people, i suppose? But they're not quite people
i may not feel like im where im supposed to be but i dont really wanna change either
imagine getting 350 likes (record amount for you) on your drawing and still not being satisfied cuz the person you thought would like it didnt
Artyom Nific@artyomnific.bsky.social · 2w agoBeing parasocial level 1000 really fucking sucks but i cant help it
Being parasocial level 1000 really fucking sucks but i cant help it
i wish i listened when my older brother tried convincing me to learn fl studio when i was like 10 probably wouldve been making bangers now