why julie calling me when she's hard
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@ascendantsoul.bsky.social
เฟ โ โ for โ โ ๐ค๐ฌ๐ก โ โ to โ โ be โ โ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฅโ โ โ โโ ๐ข๐๐๐ โ โ is โ โ an โ โ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ โ โ necessity โ โ in โ โ ๐ฑhis โ โ world. โ โ โ โ
( she's right. julie and soma get along when they aren't forced to act on their morals, but when they have to, they both stubbornly stick to what they think is right. and they both have very different ideas about what is right and what is wrong. ) i'm glad to have met you. +
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ค โ ๐ฃ โ โ j๐๐๐๐@legionarys.bsky.social ยท 5mo agothe two of you would get along so nicely, she has a kind heart. [ itโs good anyway for soma to have someone else besides her. violetta is a much better person than julie, he needs that balance. ] i know we donโt always see eye-to-eye, but thereโs nobody iโm more thankful to see here than you.
to be honest it sounds kind of cool. i would rather deal with cat cults than dracula fanatics. ( he's making a mental note to try and speak with the novelist again. there's definitely more to him than he is letting on. ) hm? +
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ค โ ๐ฃ โ โ j๐๐๐๐@legionarys.bsky.social ยท 5mo agointeresting, but not surprising entirely. some people used to worship them. [ makes her wonder if marcus is apart of that, then, since heโs a feline. sheโs never going to ask. ] if she comes around, i want for you to meet violetta. sheโs an angel.
i see. ( soma sucks at socializing, it's rare for him to talk to anyone first. julie is different, always getting to know these other interesting people. he really envies her for that ability. ) he actually talked about cults with me, was pretty nice about it. told me how +
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ค โ ๐ฃ โ โ j๐๐๐๐@legionarys.bsky.social ยท 5mo agoiโve never actually tried sushi, soโ [ and... wasnโt expecting that, but she can see the similarities. ] well, yeah, he is off. i donโt know if he owns it, but heโs living in this manor i think with a bunch of other people. donโt know what theyโre doing, some of the other people in there are cool.
( he's making a grimace, yeah those are some weird ass food combos. do people really eat anything? ) you know, monkey brain is actually some kind of sushi. avocado filled with spicy salmon. it's kinda good. ( very misleading name. who thought of that anyway? ) +
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ค โ ๐ฃ โ โ j๐๐๐๐@legionarys.bsky.social ยท 5mo agoso, not wood ice cream, bull balls or whatever that chick said, horse milk, platypus tail, monkey brains, we are going to have a nice fucking dinner. and breakfast. and lunch. huge meals because weโll always be skinny. [ sheโs rocking their arms, her grin as wide as it can get. ] +
( she's right. overthinking won't make it better, it'll usually only archive the opposite. he takes a deep breath, hands squeezing the blonde's. they're calloused with a few small little cuts, strong. warm. very pleasant to hold. ) you're right. there's much more to think about. +
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ค โ ๐ฃ โ โ j๐๐๐๐@legionarys.bsky.social ยท 5mo agoi mean, iโd probably be struggling too if i was in your place. kind of an identity crisis thing or whatever. [ sheโs taking his hands into her own, squeezing them nice and tight. ] stop worrying your pretty little head about it, soma. thereโs so many other things to focus on.
( it's not like there is much to know- at least not about soma. about dracula, sure. but even then, soma wasn't able to find anything of merit out about him. alucard never talked, always speaking in riddles. it's funny, how the only one who ever was straightforward to him, was a crazed +
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ค โ ๐ฃ โ โ j๐๐๐๐@legionarys.bsky.social ยท 5mo agobut that isnโt you. itโs not you. [ sheโs tapping his chest to indicate she means who he is right now; soma, and not dracula, though sheโs not all too sure about those lines. sheโs really not the best person, frankly, to even delve into this because she knows little about somaโ ] +
there's something intimidating lingering in the air.
( he's listening, and it all feels so terribly much. it's not like soma gets a lot of chances to talk about this, the people who know about his affliction tend to remain distant. he doesn't blame them. ) but what if i already am someone? and i just forgot? what if i am responsible for +
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ค โ ๐ฃ โ โ j๐๐๐๐@legionarys.bsky.social ยท 5mo ago[ sheโs tugging her mask off; feels better to have her face exposed when the topic kind of is circulating about something like this. ] all i can say is that nobody can teach you who you are but yourself. itโs fine that you donโt know that right now, nobody is figured out entirely by likeโ
hm... ( a shrug of his shoulders, arms crossed as he chews at the nail of his thumb- gaze averted. ) i feel abandoned by him. i wish he would be at my side and teach me how to be myself. but i don't think he wants me to be myself. actually, i still don't really know who myself is.
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ค โ ๐ฃ โ โ j๐๐๐๐@legionarys.bsky.social ยท 5mo agooh. you can always talk about it with me, if you want. no shame in a one on one.
that's okay. i'm kind of angry at alucard anyway so it's whatever.
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ค โ ๐ฃ โ โ j๐๐๐๐@legionarys.bsky.social ยท 5mo agoI KNEW IT I REMEMBERED RIGHT I KNOW THE LORE. donโt worry, his secret is safe with me. ๐คซ
wow. i never thought about it that way, lol. yeah, well. arikado is his human disguise. i'm not supposed to tell, but you're special.
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ค โ ๐ฃ โ โ j๐๐๐๐@legionarys.bsky.social ยท 5mo agoIs this who i think it is.
yeah, i have been for a year or two now. it's really annoying, i wasn't this sensitive back then.
โ โ ๐พlฬฒaฬฒsฬฒhฬฒyฬฒ .@timeshifts.bsky.social ยท 5mo agoโ โ โ Are you a big scent person .แฃ โ โ It would be something to โ โ keep in mind when offering โ โ you unique food . โ
oh, i don't... i don't have any. it's really gross. even the smell is off-putting.
โ โ ๐พlฬฒaฬฒsฬฒhฬฒyฬฒ .@timeshifts.bsky.social ยท 5mo agoโ โ โ I heard it's an ancient โ โ remedy ... Can help treating โ โ eczema . ( ๐ค ) โ โ I'd take some as a trade . โ
thanks! i wish i had something bizarre to offer in return, but it's definitely more gross than weird.
โ โ ๐พlฬฒaฬฒsฬฒhฬฒyฬฒ .@timeshifts.bsky.social ยท 5mo agoโ โ โ I get that ... I did a lot of โ โ research . โ โ I will be sure to share some โ โ with you then ... You might โ โ like it in the end . :) โ
tell me about it ( *๐ง ) the last time i had to deal with cult members, they didn't even listen to me. immediately started throwing hands. and you... you're a cult leader, oooorr ?
๐ฃสแด ๐แดแดส.@lambmight.bsky.social ยท 5mo agoMost of them decided to get stabby immediately. ( ๐โโ๏ธ )
that kind of makes my head hurt, i always fell asleep in chemistry... or biology? anyway. i believe you.
โ โ ๐พlฬฒaฬฒsฬฒhฬฒyฬฒ .@timeshifts.bsky.social ยท 5mo agoโ โ โ โ Each tree has a different โ โ biochemistry . โ โ Lignin basically produces and โ โ breaks down varying โ โ aromatic compounds based โ โ on its type . โ โ It releases aromatic essences โ โ when heated up . Each wood โ โ has its own unique flavor ... โ โ it's really interesting . โ
sure! how exactly does wood have different flavors though?
โ โ ๐พlฬฒaฬฒsฬฒhฬฒyฬฒ .@timeshifts.bsky.social ยท 5mo agoโ โ โ School is so lame . You get โ โ bullied for literally anything . โ โ You can try some if you'd like, โ โ form your own opinion . โ
that sounds like something i would get bullied for in school
โ โ ๐พlฬฒaฬฒsฬฒhฬฒyฬฒ .@timeshifts.bsky.social ยท 5mo agoโ โ โ You basically infuse the โ โ cream with the wood of โ โ choice ... of course making โ โ sure it's not toxic . โ โ My personal favorite is oak . โ
why are there so many cults around here anyway. seriously, does nobody care about this?
sure! i mean, who doesn't go through an existential crisis when turning 18, right? haha