Aspen Bunny
@aspenbun.bsky.social
bunny boy. 🍟,🍺+🍦, 🥜butter is life. Lover of everything Disney. Cuddles required. he/him.
I’ve got a lot of weird shit going on. Lots of conflicting thoughts and feelings constantly in my mind. I’m really excited to share all of this with my therapist tonight, hopefully we can kinda dismantle it a bit and help point me in the right direction.
Thank you to absolutely everyone who came up and chatted with me, or wished me a happy birthday. You guys really made this con special and I feel so blessed to have made so many wonderful friends. 🐰🩵
Who am I gonna see at FWA? I’m a shy bun, so please come up and introduce yourself. I’ve been told I give great hugs too. 🥰🐰
Cataract in my good eye has grown and is on the cusp of affecting my vision. Next step is the retina specialist in June, then I’ll be seeing the surgeon for my next check up next year, unless my vision changes beforehand.
The best art always comes from those who are enthusiastic to make it.
Therapy last night was a whole new level of intense that I’ve never experienced. I’m so drained today and could really use a hug and some love.
You know what sucks? Noticing that you can no longer see things you were once able to see. My vision is slowly degrading and there’s nothing I can really do about it until it gets to a point where I /need/ surgery, and who knows if the surgery is even going to work.
While talking to my therapist about relationships, she said… “You are by far the most supportive partner I have ever known” This is something I am truly proud of.
I think tonight with therapy I wanna bring up my abandonment issues, because it’s definitely getting worse. I’m having a really hard time making close connections with people because I have this feeling that I know at some point I’ll be abandoned by them, so it’s kinda like why bother? 😬
I’m becoming more and more reclusive. I don’t reach out to people as much, I don’t really talk about my feelings as much, I’ve been canceling therapy appointments, I don’t really get out as much either. I feel like I’m rotting away and slowly disappearing, and I’m alright with it.
I go to the extreme when styling my facial hair. I use a heat gun to lightly warm up the wax, comb it through and make sure everything is set and symmetrical, then I quickly run outside where it’s about 25 degrees to let it firm up in place. 😂💅
The fact that my ex fiancé broke off our relationship mid November and I already have someone telling me to “move on” is wild. Am I not allowed to grieve at my own pace? I’m so confused and second guessing if I’m doing this right or not? I don’t understand.
The animal crossing update dropped. I’m getting high, ordering out, cuddling the cat, and playing that this evening. 🥰
I thought it was an hour later than it actually is. I just wanna go home and give my cat a hug. 🥺
Slept for almost 11 hours last night. Must’ve been needed.
I’m debating on taking tomorrow off. I’m so exhausted and really need a mental health day or something.
Merry Christmas. This Christmas hasn’t felt good. I’m feeling incredibly sad and depressed. It was nice spending it with my parents as much as I did, but it’s just not the same.