I'll likely never be satisfied with who I am. There's things I simply cannot change. I'll spend the rest of my life becoming an imperfect copy of who I want to be, and that'd be the most happy I can get ever.
bit of a ramble here I started learning how to draw somewhere around July 2024. Two years! I've been drawing for two years now, wow. It has been very fun being in this community, I'd never be who I am now if I hadn't picked up that pen I want to go through my drawings and pick out some favorites
We got ONE day off before going back I decide it's only enough to draw
Less than 20 hours til I return to base I AM GOING TO FINISH THIS
This week have been the most awful, tiring days I ever been through Right now I'm in a house knee deep in mud, there is no roof and the rain is pouring in. Just got news that lunch isn't coming I'd like to go home please I miss everything and I can't see it in my face
Tried to recreate what I saw this week Had to spend the night on the mountains, we were waiting under a shed for transport it was pitch black except the sky, helicopter lights decorated the distance
so many artists I know are improving everyday, I wish I could spend more time to draw and get better too Feels like I'm frozen in time, joining the army did nothing but drag me down
Tomorrow is my birthday, but I don't want to celebrate while I'm back at base Can everyone act as if today is my birthday? 🥺
Ending the last good week I have until August with some bullshi
Since I can't draw on 5/12 I thought about finishing the piece today but I can't think of anything so here's just a sketch, too bad I'm gonna miss the big day 😔
Happily spending my weekends drawing and playing crimson desert The kind of rest you go autopilot to enjoy
