i'll cross my heart and hope to die but the needle's already in my eye
A.
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atrox —— biological warfare & neurotoxin specialist . a metal gear solid oc devised by karsk .
unable as I was to feel the least particle of confidence in my ability to speak and act like a human being, I kept my solitary agonies locked in my breast. I kept my melancholy and my agitation hidden, careful lest any trace should be left exposed.
you‘re an honest thing I‘ve given to the world, and also a challenge the world has given to me.
and when she holds you, your cold stare melts, and your heart warms to her.
I realised that his death severed the one and only thread that still connected me with the bright world of daylight. it was because of the lost daylight, the lost brightness, the lost summer, that I was crying.
we are made of all of those who have built and broken us .
maturing is realizing throwing up is your body making room for more alcohol .
/ drops the official concept art that was the reason I was like heyyyyy heyyyyy I should make a mgs oc.....
then I noticed the pack of cigarettes in my other pocket. I took one out and started smoking. I felt like a man who settles down for a smoke after a job of work. I wanted to live.
it’s never at such times that we become cruel or bloodthirsty. no, it’s a beautiful spring afternoon like this that makes people suddenly become cruel.
/ stare at the percitties/rodritties and tag cassy in yaoi
the man who later in his life is to be executed is constantly drawing an image in his mind of the execution site, and is becoming familiar with that image.