โ ๐๐ช๐ง๐ ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ก๐ก๐ .
@beaconoftruth.bsky.social
๐๐๐๐ง๐'๐จ ๐ ๐ก๐๐๐๐ฉ ๐๐ฃ๐จ๐๐๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ง ๐จ๐ค๐ช๐ก ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฉ'๐จ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก ๐จ๐๐๐ฃ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ค๐ก๐.
// damn I genuinely have no idea what to do with this account ๐ญ๐ญicould just do what i did when i was the only two dandys world accounts and make a second one for writing purposes but that seems boring
โ Threads / Important Posts .
. . . I should go to bed .
My worries would melt away, alongside my body . I guess death *would* be the cheapest price to pay for true peace .
If I had a choice, I'd let myself be lost in it . But there are others who still need my help .
As of late, the rain feels more welcoming than any sunny weather . . .
// pure vanilla throws the shadow milk plushie at a wall like a milk filled webkinz
I feel as if I should return this plushie . It feels wrong to keep . Where's Shadow Milk ?
Oh . My hair's messed up . How did I even fall asleep for so long . . .
// my mom played cookie run years ago
// I am in England . The signal is Ass . Don't know if I can post or reply to anything but if any of you want me I shall try my best
I need something to occupy myself . . . Might go out for a walk again . Some new sights would be nice .
// This account feels so useless . Probably doesn't help that I'm not as active on CRKrp as I am on my other accounts . // Not sure what to do to fix this though .
Yeah, that's a good question . I have no idea either .
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โฆ@reclusedtruth.bsky.social ยท 2y agoโ โ โ .อ.อ.อ what happened while i was gone .
// My pure vanilla seems so calm compared to the literal hell I just one of my other accounts through
I am SO GLAD that I can spend time gardening instead of being sad . This is such a good use of my time . Yup .
IF I get to that point . Which I won't . Not again . Now I'm going to . . . Do something . I hope our next chat won't be so depressing .
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โฆ@reclusedtruth.bsky.social ยท 2y agoโ โ โ .อ.อ.อ โ โ ( lashes flicker shut , letting go . ) โ โ so be it . when you get to my point , don't say i didn't warn you .
Of course it is, no cookie is without their faults . I just don't let it define me, my true alignment is with truth .
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โฆ@reclusedtruth.bsky.social ยท 2y agoโ โ โ are you certain ? or perhaps , deceit has always been a part of you .
[ The sight definitely is one to behold . How could the same cookie be so different ? ] We may be of the same dough and jam, but we chose our paths . I don't believe this is proof of anything other than what I could become if I gave up .
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โฆ@reclusedtruth.bsky.social ยท 2y agoโ โ โ but you should be . โ โ ( holding the healers visage , he guides him to look at the nearest reflective surface . ) โ โ truth and deceit are one and the same . aren't we proof of that , pure vanilla .แฃ
I'm not giving in to your sick desires . Deceit is not the only truth, it isn't even a truth to BEGIN with . . . . I need to calm down . I shouldn't get myself so worked up from this .
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โฆ@reclusedtruth.bsky.social ยท 2y agoโ โ โ ( snrk . an index trails forth , tracing the other's jawline . ) โ โ and yet , your words hold a seedling of doubt . feed it your anger , why don't you ? i reckon it'll grow into a magnificent flower of deceit . the inevitable , the only truth .
Finding out the truth of this world is always depressing, you enter this state of existentialism and it always turns into a rabbit hole of meaninglessness . But when you actually grow up and realise you can find your own meaning in life it gets better, you know . [ CALM THE FUCK DOWN PV . ]
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โฆ@reclusedtruth.bsky.social ยท 2y agoโ โ โ ( he catches the frustration , tilting cranium . ) โ โ if you consider finding out about the truth of this world as small .อ.อ.อ then yes . this ๐ ๐ก๐๐ก๐ shall fall into your hands soon .
It will be . . . But I will still miss it . [ Bro it's a forklift why is he so sad . ๐ญ๐ญ ]
Is that what happened to you ? A small change in perspective left you in that state ? [ Ever so slightly pissy in tone . ]
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โฆ@reclusedtruth.bsky.social ยท 2y agoโ โ โ which can easily be conquered and shifted with ๐๐๐๐๐๐ก .
No more forklift . . .
Maybe . My forklift was very nice though, I will miss it .
You let a forklift into your life . And suddenly you're falling endlessly into a void . Took me hours to get out, never doing that again .