I need to be hot so bad

I mourn these everyday and the closest thing I have had was a chocolate graham cracker but the texture was ass

#porcelainmade Watching Jowols Zelda vods are the only reason this piece got done (re-upload cause I forgot the #)

Just opened my laptop and saw a command input box saying "sorry, we couldn't find the files you were looking for" and then disappeared on it's own! I'm having a great time!

You know I just LOVE when someone tags a random steam game as hentai to be funny. Now because I played a game about clicking an Egg I have a page full of hentai recommendations for my "time in hentai games" great!

Knew I was heaking when my mom said the dress I wore was very feminine and I was filled with euphoria, I love learning to love being a woman

I love you Chiitan please never stop randomly appearing. You always show up right at the cusp of me forgetting

manosphere influencers trying to sell boys ways to get women as if eating pussy and doing the dishes don't exist

I keep finding stuff about Vtubers and Jowol on Instagram and completely forget I am on my personal account where no one knows me. I'm also not telling, they can sniff me out if they wish too

It's 12:30am. I am a week late on my period. I want a doritos locos taco and a burrito. I am in tears.

I hate coming up with good insults but knowing I have nowhere to use them

Reading a fic and saw the line "Your horniness blinds you"

Watching trigun while ovulating and my childhood crush being Ichigo was a mistake

My parents know that my favorite is Cinna, so I wanted to make sure they knew who my sisters was. I looked up Kuromi to show my dad and realized they change the icon for her and the others 😭😭

Being embarrassed I didn't realize/learn things sooner and then realizing- not only was I sheltered, I am also literally 21 which is a good age to learn truths about people/the world around me

Not another one... #porcelainmade

I need Ichigo Kurosaki to be real and in my bedroom please you have to understand

Nothing will stop me, I used to practice realism in paint in the computer lab, I'll do it again #porcelainmade (been so long I almost forgot the hashtag)

I need to break out of this fucking artblock of mine, it's been like a month. Granted, I had artblock for literal years before Jowol

Genuinely something that has helped me with ED recovery is watching Mukbangs (like Tsuyang) because seeing people enjoy food, and alot of it, helped motivate me to eat, aswell as goving me ideas on what I could make for myself

Got a hug from my mom and a croissant, today will be a good day

Why is it every idea I have someone manages to do first

I got banned from sitting on the fridge when I was like 11, because it was dark and my mom didn't know I was up there and scared the shit out of her, and I'm still banned. She won't budge, I've tried. Literally today.

Man, I really should have watched Iron Lung with Alex before he died. My sister has a blood phobia and I don't think that'd work very well

Can I just say that I fucking hate the MLP infection AL'S? It's like the rainbow factory all over again, why are we making kids content body horror

I have discovered that it can take 27 pillow rollers for my hair. I can probably split it into the full 30

Ever say something out loud to an entire room and have not a single person look up? Yeah..

No one asks Beani her favorite car..:(

I really like saucy pizza so sometimes when I'm tired I microwave a bowl of sauce and mozzarella and dip toast into it instead of actually making a pizza

I canceled a client (with my entire families support, because they realized how I was treated) and I still feel so bad man. He's a crazy old man who doesn't seem aware of his actions half the time. He's lonely, but also the reason I have a panic attack if my phone rings