life imitates art happy hump day everyone 💙🦴
Beau Bearius 💙🦴 Pyr Dogboy | on hiatus
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Heyo! I'm Beau (like Bo), your loyal Great Pyrenees puppy boy. I love treats, the snow, and you! 💙🦴 Say hi! He/Him Tag: #beauyo NSFW Tag #beaubare 🔞 18+ | 30 | lewdsome | MDNI | Himbo | cheese fiend www.twitch.tv/beaubearius
I realized i've shown the "how" of my mental health and not the "why", and I want to be open about it. For myself and others. I have type II bipolar. I get manic for months, I get strong depressive episodes, sometimes I disappear during them because I'd rather be alone than a "burden". So-
I haven't done accent work on forever and I need to remedy that. slightly related, I need to make a visualiser for the reel I'm slowly working on. please give me strength ;-;
I've been trying to do an Angel Dust voice and I realised I've just been saying "oh harder daddy~... no more nasal and horny" for an hour straight send help I've lost the plot
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last thing I see before I baja blast my brains out
Jall | PLAY UNUSUAL TALES ✨@jall.live · 7mo agohey catch
I haven't been in a great headspace, and that caused many, many poor judgement calls. One of which was not posting this sooner, I am sorry. Communication was never my strong suit and I need to do better with that. Posted in my discord earlier this month. I'm working on getting better. I'm sorry.
casual reminder I do VA work for anything at reasonable prices and the love of the game
kylie b@roguesquirrel.bsky.social · 7mo ago90% of the VA in Sea of Thieves are done by the devs and only gets replaced by an actual va if the character winds up important for a story mission down the line and thats a big AAA rareware game published by microsoft. ask ur mate dave to do ur indie VA itll be fine
ya boi is finally taking the steps to apply for a private clinic for HRT - yippee! The application fees are a lil spicy though, so if you'd like to speed up the process with a penny or two I would really appreciate it 👉👈💜 Spreading the word helps a ton, too! ko-fi.com/horacchivt/g...
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i'll be so honest, i've not been ok for a while. I'm anxious, i'm paranoid, and i'm just overall not in a great headspace. streaming was supposed to be an escape, but it's only made my mental worse. I'm going to be taking a hiatus from streaming, i'm not sure for how long. I'm sorry.
I miss how the sparkle in your eyes came through in your voice I miss staring at the moon knowing we looked at its beauty together even though we were so far apart I miss the late calls and accidental sleepovers and knowing the finest details of each other I know you don't miss me. but I miss you.
I made a little self care corner on my phone for Duolingo, Finch, a step counter, and a timer counting days since I went to the hospital. sometimes it's a nice little reminder on progress even when the brain worms come in strong. even a little progress is progress, you've got this 💙🦴
I've been DEEP in Deadlock builds lately and I'm having so much fun with it need to see if I can focus on not the game while I play to see if I can stream it lmao
oh hecc shit I haven't done my quota of posting something funny today uh uh uh sssssp-sploin...go? yeah sploingo. I took a long nap and I'm disoriented idk what you want from me
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this is really impressive. especially since I'm a dog and colorblind funnily enough the bright colors were harder for me than darker ones so, that's neat. at one point it was .0008 and I honestly don't know how I got there
Noirven R. Kraeland 🐦⬛🔍@somenosycrow.bsky.social · 7mo agoDefocusing my eyes actually helped somehow- but this is fun! www.keithcirkel.co.uk/whats-my-jnd/
do you mind if I'm vulnerable about my mental health for a minute? I hate how ingrained in my head it is to be negative towards myself, that comes so easy. it took me 10 minutes today to find something I appreciate about myself to write in my journal but I found something. and that's pretty cool 💙🦴
can i come over and stare at you like this while you yap about your special interests? #beauyo 🎨 @arkomikitty.bsky.social
a little DBD, as a treat? i think so. come hang with me and yap! i have a surprise if you dooooo :3 twitch.tv/beaubearius
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me at the store: "man why do people keep giving me weird looks today" me at the store: *wearing a dog collar and having this jet tag on my keys* oh yeah, fuckin makes sense. I bought it at a car shop man it's silly ;-;
fucking DAYLIGHT SAVINGS I thought I woke up at a reasonable time NOPE I MISSED TACO BELL BREAKFAST BECAUSE OF YOU
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i know it's late but i just redownloaded genshin and want to check some things out, lets vibe? low energy day i think. 💙🦴 twitch.tv/beaubearius
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Naolin Davis@naolindavis.art · 8mo agoNude version of Milf Fem Naolynn I guess at 300 likes and 100 reposts. Yep, we're going there. You can thank @silververity.bsky.social #NDArt #FemNao
bought some cat food at the pet store today, picked up some dog collars for myself, genuinely for 2.0 design ideas because i have a hard time visualizing how something will look lady at the register clocked the 2 dog collars and asked if i had a dog at home and my dumb ass said no. woof i guess💙🦴
I cleaned so much today. I had a free day from school so I decided to just clean like crazy and I cleaned up a lot. I have more to do, but I'm very proud of what I got done today. 💙🦴 time to chug monster and play megabonk for 30 hours straight, as a reward
i'm so normal about Meg's art normally but THIS you all go ahead, i'll hold her off.
meg 🖤@megrocks.com · 8mo agoits her day #pokopia
i'm sorry to disappear for a bit, i'm slowly getting better to come back and shitpost at regular intervals again ya boi's been going through it and the mental took a hit, but we endure because if i can't take me out NOTHING will 💙🦴
the bat boy has stolen me and made me play this game (100% SERIOUS NOT CLICKBAIT! GONE WRONG???) so i'm live with @horacchi.vtubers.social uwu come say hi :3 #envtuber #vsky #overwatch #theymightkiss #uwu
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i was going to do an early stream this morning but i...woke up kinda late for it 😂 B U T that just means i'll do it tomorrow. Lets hang out at 9am EST for some chill vibes and eepy voice. oh right, apparently i'm close to 100 so maybe we can hit that too! see you then 💙🦴🥰
