coming back to say i met Tony & Ziva from NCIS on Saturday 😭😭
eliza 🍒
@bensonsblunt.bsky.social
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how, how can i be okay for weeks on end, but then suddenly my brain just goes sad, for no reason, like in was happy, i was doing good, i wasn’t great but i was okay, i wish i could live a life without depression & anxiety & a brain that’s trying to kill me
this uk weather is not for the insecure girlies like me who prefer to wear baggy jumpers and joggers and cover up don’t mind me just sweating my ass off bc i don’t wanna wear summer clothes x
the fish has been eaten by something so there is literally no evidence xo
eliza 🍒@bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 3mo agoi chucked that dead fish over the back of the fence into the forest so hopefully an animal will find it and eat it.. i was gonna throw it in the bin but idk maybe feeding another animal is better 😭
i checked and loads of flies were on it.. pray for me that the evidence is gone n eaten by creatures within the next 4 days
eliza 🍒@bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 3mo agoi chucked that dead fish over the back of the fence into the forest so hopefully an animal will find it and eat it.. i was gonna throw it in the bin but idk maybe feeding another animal is better 😭
i chucked that dead fish over the back of the fence into the forest so hopefully an animal will find it and eat it.. i was gonna throw it in the bin but idk maybe feeding another animal is better 😭
⊹⋆ april #promosky ⋆⊹ ⟡ acnh, ddlv, fortnite, life is strange, pokemon + pokopia ⟡ cosy games ⟡ svu, ncis, 911/nashville, greys, criminal minds, the rookie, the pitt ⟡ disney + horror ⟡ marvel + dc ⟡ lgbtq+, safe space 🏳️🌈 ⟡ books + movies ❤︎/↻ lets be friends -mdni- #booksky #gamingsky #filmsky
if i get rid of the evidence she’ll never know, everybody be quiet
eliza 🍒@bensonsblunt.bsky.social · 3mo agohelp my mum goes away for two weeks, leaves me home alone and there’s a dead fish in the pond
help my mum goes away for two weeks, leaves me home alone and there’s a dead fish in the pond
i sat on the floor for a couple hours yesterday like i forgot i was in my 30s n now my back hurts so bad 💔
delta placing FOURTH is an absolute win in my eyes!! #Eurovision
when i’m home alone my adhd can just go wild bc wdym the clean pots have been out on the counter for 3 days and i haven’t put them away yet and NO ONE HAS SHOUTED AT ME they will get put away, they always do but let my brain do it in its own time thank you x
does ANYBODY want to be mutuals on instagram? i am losing so many followers over there and i don’t even have that many 😭😭 emilyelizaxo is my handle 😭
ik people don’t fuck w twitter anymore but i’ve unfollowed like 300+ people for being inactive and it feels SO good to not have my TL crammed xo
me n my adult money only buying the most unhealthy foods x
happy delta goodrem is gonna win eurovision for australia day 🇦🇺✨🌔💫
i have watched deltas performance on the semi finals too many times and the fact she soared up to SECOND FAVOURITE TO WIN after last night!! that’s my Queen!!!
i need to update pretty much everything on my letterboxd bc my favourites are constantly changing BUT pls follow me 🤧 #letterboxdfriday (@emilyelizaxo)
anyway goodnight, i’m up in like 7hrs and i’m still very much sad but somewhat happier now delta is firmly through to grand final on Saturday xo
i just need her to know that i would absolutely take a bullet for her. my queen. my winner. she’s literally everything to me😭 depression = cured anxiety = idk her mental health = stable
