abi

@bevpicards.bsky.social

26. new york. queer. serial complainer. picard/crusher truther. avid doodler. award winning author. go bills. ♿️ pots/eds/ABG enceph

I laid down at 1pm with the intention of getting up and out of bed, and reading in direct sunlight this afternoon. I woke up at 8pm, disoriented, no sunlight to be found, still tired 🤣 I forgot how exhausting these antibiotics can be (same ones I took for encephalitis) but today’s the last dose!

I just wanna go to Barnes and Noble and lay down and die on the floor. seriously I’d give my left boob just to go take a nap in a big building that smells like coffee and books. My nervous system is shot, she needs this

There is a HUGEEEE house fire down the block from me and my heart is breaking for them. they’ve called in every fire house surrounding us :/ sounds like it might have spread to the next house over. this is so sad

me: I’m gonna take a break from DCC after book four *gets to the epilogue of book four* me: guess not. book five bitch, welcome to the masquerade

on the bright side, panic attacks aside, I have book mail coming today. I’ve been in desperate search for this out of print book for over a year and could never find it at an affordable price. until now, when i absolutely need this pick-me-up more than ever. I like when the universe works that way

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had me one of them ole panic attacks that lasts two hours, doesn’t respond to a full dosage of emergency meds, a fat dosage of Zofran, or any other medication, and only dies out when I pass out from exhaustion. It’s a dentist appointment, abigail, NOT WAR. YOURE NOT GOING TO WAR

post doctors office lil treat probably gonna get the Cyclospora parasite from the strawberries but who am I to say no to waist-slimming diarrhea

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I need you all to know that I’m upset because the spines on the UK editions of the Dungeon Crawler Carl books are SO much better. And even if I could afford them, I can’t FIND THEM

I just spent fifteen minutes trying to discern whether or not my dog can actually hear me or not and I still can’t tell if she can or if she’s lost her hearing because it’s totally within her personality to ignore me