Idk who needs to hear this but, the moment you start feeling like you have to convince that person to be with you, they don't want you. Cut your losses & move on.
bella 🐆🌸
@bigbadbella.bsky.social
little in size, BIG in spirit. louisiana 🐊⚜️💜 pro-black af. bad & brilliant.
Jealousy doesn’t exist in my heart so it’s hard for me to admit or accept when people are jealous of me, but people really are jealous of me 😭 and it’s crazy when it’s the women that are supposed to be the closest to me.
it must really be over with for my bf. i gave that nigga pillows away and everything. there’s only enough pillows left in my bed for me and now i sleep in the center of my bed instead of the left side 😂
and i’m grown asf so me not being feeling comfortable climbing in bed with a nigga i barely know has nothing to do with body counts or trying to appear “morally right” … bitch, i just have no sexual urge for people i have no other feelings for.
women must be freaked out these days, because why the fuck does me NOT wanting to fuck you as soon as i meet you surprise you?
i’ve noticed people believe as long as they’re not white or have faced their own form of oppression, they have a right to use it.
Why them Hawaiians be saying nigga tho that ain’t very chill
idk, there’s not much somebody can tell me that would make me question if i’m pretty or not. it doesn’t make sense to insult me because i’ma just laugh 😆
this just happened to me at the store and i was so irritated i had to go back to the car. i am creeping on 40, when does it end?! 😭
Being asked for your ID for adult beverages when you past the age of majority >>>>
so, MAYBE i can make a little time for socials again? just maybe. good morning 💕
yes! & not in the “i love my kids because they’re my kids” kind of way. i sincerely enjoy being a mom & we have an awesome relationship. i probably wouldn’t even be here if it weren’t for them.
“luther” been stuck in my head for 2 days, so i been walking around school & work belting out “if this world were mine” at random moments 😆
today was my first day of class by the way. i can honestly say the nerves just went away and in hindsight, i don’t really know why they were here to begin with.
i used to either wear my hair either all hanging down or in a low ponytail damn near my whole life — jet black, deep side part, no in between. as i get older i’m so restless with my hairstyles. i just changed it up a week ago and im sick of this shit already. gimme some highlights or something 😭
supply list for nursing school longer than a roll of toilet paper omg. & then you can’t really wait for student aid because you need a lot of your things well before it’s disbursement dates. i’m literally just winging it at this point, happy to be here 🤣
i’m finally off tomorrow. i’m going to church and then i’ma lay down and start getting acquainted with this material before monday.
can anyone recommend a good setting spray? by the end of my shift, my whole face done transferred from my fingers to my paperwork and i am tired
i never really had to start studying before class starts, but we have an exam on our second day of school. i’m honestly nervous they might pop up with one on the first day tbh. 🤣
i’m planning to order a new bed and i’ve wanted a canopy bed since i was a kid, but idk why i’ve always associated them with children.
i’m so excited for nursing school, i don’t even care if it’s gonna whoop my ass 😭
i have so many “OMG ” moments when i get off. - when i walk in the door and smell my plug ins. - when i take my bra off. - when i take my shoes off. - submerging in the tub. - finally laying the fuck down.
i had to work with just myself and my district manager most of today and she was basically standing there like a shadow, watching me, talking about “pretend i’m not here”… ma’am… HOW? 😂
this, but *kids good instead of pets.
Clean, moisturized, pets good, book open. That’s the night.✨