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Drake M here, welcome to my realm! ✨ Drake/biz/bizfox/bizdrake/fox/D He/him they/them it 40 - Gay 🏳️‍🌈 FurTrack - https://www.furtrack.com/user/DrakeM/uploads Flickr - https://www.flickr.com/photos/bizfox/ FA - https://www.furaffinity.net/user/drakemccloud/

Sometimes I do not enjoy how life works. I love the people both new and old that I connect and reconnect with, but it also saddens me of the ones I lose or fall out of touch with either from breakups or other circumstances. I guess I will sum it up with - Things fucking goddamn suck sometimes…

Honestly, I have been having more fun being in and interacting with Telegram and other Discord servers. Besides the MNFurs events I pick and choose, that Discord does nothing for me now. The efforts I have put in elsewhere with events and hangouts has been so much more worth it 🦊

I am back at the situation in my life where I ask ‘what am I doing?’. Went through a somewhat bad episode of anxiety and depression last night that almost made me breakdown, but held back thankfully. Often wonder if I need to seek a psychiatrist, but I don’t know. Time to keep pressing forward!

Yesterday I had a fun outing at a friend’s place in Apple Valley. Afterwards I drove around a bit to some of the old roads I use to traverse when I use to live down there. Going down memory lane is always great!

Last mind dump… I said I am opening up to dating again and…It scares me still. Last 3 relationships have ended in breakups and 1 of those 3 I initiated the breakup. What if a 4th ends the same? The 3rd one left me very bitter for a bit, do I want to potentially relive this again? *Long sigh*

…MNFurs events, I have been leaning more towards smaller groups. I have one I started with 2 others for fursuiting and photography and this has been more fun for me. To conclude, I am still around, but I am not around at large as much as I use to be and that is the direction I want to continue.

All the furs I have interacted with in the past makes me humble and I do my best to try to keep up with and interact with as best as I can…I do appreciate all of you as well. That being said, as I get older, I like hanging with more smaller groups versus at large. While I enjoy the on/off…

Probably a 2 or 3-part post… I have spent most of my life trying to please everyone I interact with. While this is still a goal of mine, I know I cannot always accomplish this, but I do my best. Lately I have been hanging with a new crew of furs and I am grateful, but it also makes me reflect…