Jay

@blackestknight1.bsky.social

47, ♎️, father of 4, democrat, liberal AF, D&D nerd, dice goblin, POC, and all around awesome guy

I’m finding a lot of comfort in completing projects. My garden, for example. I know it’s not hard for most people, but it is for me. But when I finish doing something I feel so good 😊

Welp…It’s over. I lost the only thing keeping me sane, only 1 of my 4 kids even talk to me, I’m divorcing, I can’t get resources for my disability, I’m finding it -very- hard to find a reason to go on. I guess I’ll just wait to die. Hopefully it happens quick and painless, but with my luck…whatever

I was logged out of TikTok and I can’t log back in. Imagine being disabled and the only way you’ve been involved with the community has been taken away…I’m so depressed 😔

So I’m gonna really try to do this social media thing for real. I have 3 video series going on TikTok rn: The apartment garden, Hard-point HQ, and the Feline corner. Take a look and see if you like ‘em. I’m Blackestknight47 there. Look me up if you want

As a black man, us black people need to fuck with cats more. I get black cat owners are built different, but it’s time to embrace those differences…We need to fuck with cats more…

I’m building the ultimate healer/support/party dad character in D&D 5e. So far I have a saytr, dream druid/mercy monk, with the fey lost background, the ritual casting and chef’s feats, so I can summon an unseen servant to help me cook gourmet meals. Roscoe…Anyone have anything to add?

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I know I said this before but, you cannot call yourself peaceful unless you’re capable of great violence, if not, you’re harmless. There’s a -huge- difference

Be warned, I will no longer be “killing‘em with kindness” because -everyone- deserves kindness. I will be killing with silence, because not everyone deserves attention

Instead of wishing for patience, take advantage of opportunities to be more patient, same with bravery, generosity, compassion…The is no finish line in the race of self improvement

He who knows not, and knows not that he knows not is a fool, shun him. He who knows and knows not that he knows, is asleep, awaken him. He who knows not and knows that he knows not is hungry, feed him. He who knows and knows he knows not is wise, follow him