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💍 @dooper.live ER RN. Purple everything. Lymphomie, kicking cancers ass. 💚 Ysalte The Vinegar Bitch. PFP and banner by @gogomrdodo

We're also very concerned Scoops our doggo has begun to have seizures. Last night he had what I'm assuming was the first one and then another this morning. Luckily the vet has an opening so we're gonna get him checked out. Life just keeps knocking us back.

My oncologist is not 100% convinced that the lytic lesion on my femur is cancer even though the uptake increased and I'm having new pain. The site is very complicated to biopsy so we're getting an MRI of my lower back, pelvis, and femur. Hopefully we'll get some answers. 🫠

A year ago I was deadlifting 100Ibs and leg pressing 200+Ibs. Now I can barely get up and down our stairs or put my shoes on because of this stupid cancer. How do I go from being strong and independent to needing help for the easiest tasks.

Please don't downplay how I feel in regards to my cancer. I have my PER scan next week, I've had multiple lymph nodes pop up and go down. I've now had back pain for weeks that I can't seem to ease up with stretching, heat, or meds. Does it scare me that my cancer may have spread? Absolutely.

The AC at the hospital went out briefly when our fire alarm was set off. I literally went to my manager and said "fix it before I quite literally sweat out my cancer". Don't recommend during this heatwave. 🫠

The right side of my face and neck seem to be acting up again. I feel puffy, sore, and occasionally have sharp pains. I also noticed another lymph node swelling but lower than the ones that were cancerous. I really hope this is just a random occurrence and not the cancer.

I applied for a fund through my hospital weeks ago to help with my current medical bills and after being on short term leave. I really didn't think it would be approved or gifted to me because they were giving me problems about the bills I sent in as proof. Well it was finally approved!