Okay I think.. I think I am at the point where I can Occasionally eat gluten and be relatively okay (kind of like lactose) Thank god, because being 100% gluten free is extremely expensive
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It’s still so surreal that I helped my therapist get diagnosed and better treatment for hypermobility. Because she didn’t know about it until I started talking about it This is why I will never stop yapping about my chronic illness even if some people find it annoying
Tomorrow I am willingly poisoning myself with gluten so I can experience pizza rolls again (I do not have celiac so there’s no lasting damage occuring, do not try to convince me to not do this)
It’s very strange to have had the experience of, “thousands of people on the internet are violently angry at you because they missed the point of what you’re trying to say, made up a story in their head about you, and refuse to listen to anything you say to refute it”
Ivy@bluboopy.bsky.social · 2d agoHundreds of people were telling me to kill myself
I was very good today and did all my schoolwork a whole day before it was due
Library history is so funny, because it’s painfully clear that libraries have always been primarily populated by autistic people
And I am in a lot of pain now. Forgot about that part of the process. Tends to happen when someone digs their forearm with their entire body weight into your back
Ivy@bluboopy.bsky.social · 2d agoI got a trigger point/deep tissue massage for the first time in a while. Wholly painful experience, 10/10. I always like being complimented for my extremely high pain tolerance. Thank you, I earned it from daily migraines for many years
I’ve started to block people who are too deep into online trans discourse and it’s given me some peace of mind
Funniest interview question “have you ever had a time where you’ve received criticism from a supervisor on your work, and how did you respond?” And I was like. I phrased it more eloquently but. Is that not just a part of work
I got a trigger point/deep tissue massage for the first time in a while. Wholly painful experience, 10/10. I always like being complimented for my extremely high pain tolerance. Thank you, I earned it from daily migraines for many years
Hundreds of people were telling me to kill myself
Johanna T 🔜 BCAF@johannamation.bsky.social · 3y agoI posted a character design tip on twxtter last year, and several ppl replied “stop telling me how to draw!” 🙃
I never really understood how my parents know the name of actors in older movies, but I realized that’s going to be me with people like Zendaya, Robert Pattinson, Timothée Chalamet, Scarlet Johansson, Daniel Radcliffe, etc. 40 years down the line..
UUrgrhrghrghrghrghrghrg interview today I'm preparing some answers for possible questions and I've come to accept that audiovisual processing is a huge blind spot and lean into the "I'm passionate about this field at large and am excited to learn about things I don't understand yet"
There’s a subset of (usually queer) allistic person that is so heavily surrounded by autistic people that they get pretentious about having a low score on the RAADS-R and act like they’re better, which is just, okay so as a reminder, you’re recreating elementary schoolyard bullying,
Thank you to the inane “spreadsheet people” discourse for exposing all of the insane six figure salary white collar liberals for me to block
I’m participating in the “just leave a comment fest” it’s nice it exists because I’ve been Wanting to leave a bunch of comments on fics I like in bulk but my brain got weird about it
Problem the 1st: I’ve realized my issues with being unable to sleep through the night is because of birth control. I haven’t been on it for about a week now and have been sleeping through the night, every night. So.. something is fucked up here
Ivy@bluboopy.bsky.social · 5d agoI’m going to try one more time to find a good OB/GYN. Every other attempt has been bad awful horrible experiences. Maybe I’ll try a male doctor lol because my previous doctors were dismissive in a way of like.. they cited their own experiences in order to downplay my own
For the record, 5-8 day periods fall technically within the “normal range”, but if you need overnight maxis that require changing every 2-4 hours for the entire stretch, you might have a problem and are also likely deeply iron deficient. I did not know this. I was just bleeding out I guess
Ivy@bluboopy.bsky.social · 5d agoPeriods suck for everyone but there are objectively worse periods. It took me a very long time to realize how comparatively AWFUL my periods are because when there’s an expectation of being miserable, you just silently accept your misery
I’m going to try one more time to find a good OB/GYN. Every other attempt has been bad awful horrible experiences. Maybe I’ll try a male doctor lol because my previous doctors were dismissive in a way of like.. they cited their own experiences in order to downplay my own
Today I had a surprisingly normal day health wise. Sometimes I feel I should announce my good days
Horikoshi drawing Shoto with 6 fingers and not noticing until after he posted it is making me CRY