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🪷 I used to be an artist but rarely draw these days | 30 | she/they | boqqqo.straw.page/

I can't believe the day I decide to go to bed earlier than usual they drop those KH4 screenshots like 5 minutes after the fact, but these were excellent news to wake up to at least 🥹

I really feel for the developers that spent so much time and effort into Missing Link, only for it to be cancelled. I don't imagine they've had it easy, and I hope they can recover from this. On the other hand, one less virtual casino on the sphere is not exactly a loss that I'm gonna be sad over.

I don't know how to reach a wider audience on this app. I know there's no algorithm, but people rarely check tags, and that's the only way I have of promoting my stuff on here. I already crosspost, too, but people there don't use this app anyway. I have no idea about what to do.

Woah! I woke up to so many notifications! I seriously wasn't expecting that, let alone for a doodle! Thank you so much 🫶 I'd like to draw actual thoughtful pieces for KH while we wait for KH4/ML news and whatnot 🥹

Wish I had someone close to talk to here, or anywhere, really. I've been really going through it these past 3 days and I only find myself getting more and more distressed as time goes on. I hope I can pull through, even if it's screwing me up so bad.

Man, I should've posted some Kingdom Hearts art today instead since it's the 23rd anniversary, but tbh I forgot it was today and only remembered yesterday when the official acc made the paopu post. All things considered, it seems Square forgot about it too, so maybe it doesn't matter after all, lol.

Love my stupid baka luck where I post art I'm genuinely proud of (for once) on Reddit and not too long afterwards someone reposts someone else's art that mogs mine in quality and gets more likes in a shorter time 🥲 I know it's not a competition, of course, but it just feels embarrassing and awkward.

I love how I said I was gonna draw more this year and then I just disappeared. But, to be fair, I actually got some concerning news about my health around mid-january, and have had to make about a million different doctor's appointments ever since, so that has kept me pretty busy and stressed out.

I know I want to draw Hulkenberg next but I don't know HOW I want to draw her and it's driving me insane. I spend all day staring at a empty canvas with an equally empty brain.

I'm doing the thing where I compare my art to others' and I'm trying so hard to be chill about it but god, it's hard. 🥲 I promised myself I'd draw a lot this year regardless of the reception, and I will, but I kinda feel like these days you're not allowed to be mid at art. There's so much pressure.