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Master and i have been reviewing photos and videos for every visit to serve Him since the very beginning in 2016. Both to undo the conditioning i went through growing up and my younger adult life. But also as a way for me to remember the feelings during a session.

i have often said i lose time when in Master’s ropes, which still remains to be true. What is also true is that i find peace and quiet in them as well. Past traumas disappear, persistent negative thoughts stop, a type of inner healing begins.

i was struggling with my mental health the last few months, which included multiple medication changes. i was out of balance. But in this moment, Master found an angle where everything was crisp and balanced between light and dark, bound with ropes, but free.

i have gone from seeing myself as a monster not worthy of living, to only seeing myself as ugly, to seeing myself as someone being worthy of love and being attractive and sexy. In the last couple of years, i have even embraced the look of being a daddy. #ropes #bondage #shibari #gay #bears