lifei 🌱

@briahlayer.bsky.social

a certain lily's spam account. genuinely doing whatever here. might contain yume. minors look away!! —𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙡𝙪𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙭 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙧𝙪𝙣

i realized this a while ago but, august is definitely the time of the year where my suicidality goes up significantly. there are a few reasons for it, but i also have many reasons to be here, so its balanced 🥺

while im fairly used to my mom and dad yelling at me at separate occasions, today both of them were in my room for the ultimate yelloff ig. i tried to invite both of them to speak calmly, of which they ignored and then they started to insult each other for yelling at me too? theyre so funny honestly

btw, something interesting happened. for the first time after idk how many years, my dad didnt just ignore my birthday and gave me a gift...? and its something useful and very thoughtful. What The Helly /pos