I'm unsure if Sylvania: The Cursed Country is a better book than Night's Dark Masters; there's a bit of a tonal dissonance between the two (as one would expect given 2026 and 2007). I will say this though, Sylvania does absolutely sell a sense of rural other WHFRP books don't; its unique to see.
Brian Yaksha (He/They)
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Frequently ENnie-Nominated Writer & Designer of Sandbox Toolkits, Narrative Designer, Horrorist. Also a three-time ENnie-award winner. Communist.
Idle thought: A chiropractor who gets deeply into the occult world to try and summon the spirit of the original method, because Daniel Palmer must've written something down wrong. Has this been done? It feels like it must've been done. If not, has WoD side character written all over it.
Therapist: "You expect a lot of others." Me: "Like basic decorum and respect for what I do for them." Therapist: "Yeah. It sounds like you just shouldn't expect people will give you the bare minimum." Me: "I don't know what else I should be doing if I can't hope for even that."
Oh its gonna be that kinda day. Should have seen it coming. Fuck.
Attempting to fix some modifier issues with my generators for attributes and the like - boy howdy, that's annoying. Also, I really don't care for the HD** with asterisks, given that - in the case of a listed out monster statblock, the XP has already been calculated. Seems a bit needless.
Mucking about with the Rogue Renderer for Duginthroat Divided, as that was part of the stretch goals for Tripura. Its getting there. Need to make the Attribute modifiers of OSE connect to the AC/Saves/HP. You can tell the thing I really care about are the flavorful things.
Y'know, rage I can do something with. Contempt has its value too. But anger? Just kinda upsets my guts and makes me tired. It is without direction, or the means to use it. I do not care for it. Too base, too unrefined. Arguably better, it can pass quicker. But it is a rarity vs others of the type.
I've been trying to get out for years. Alas most options are atrocity, subjected to atrocity, or actually don't exist. I've long said I'd kill to bag groceries. Better options in being a backwoods slasher than in RPGs, but my fear of ticks keeps me from donning the mask. Among other things.
I’m going to go even further and say I don’t believe anyone can make a sustainable living long term (and rarely even medium term) in the ttrpg industry. Sorry not sorry. The sooner you accept it and stop trying, the less you’ll hurt yourself in the process.
Honestly, really enjoyed the new Spider-Man. It is rare to see a MCU film with a plot structure, competent storylines, a villain who has presence throughout the whole thing without feeling like a twist/set-up; and which also clearly set things up to come. I was not expecting it to be good.
I struggled with this a lot with writing the asura in Tiger Princess; but the lens was more about the nature of fatalism in spiritual beings. The asura of the city want to be people but were punished for seeking such things; not it is unclear if they are illusions, grief manifested, or real beings.
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Oh shit, I'm a three-time ENnie award winner? I don't remember what my additional writing on the Monster Book was, we had a whole global pandemic between my writing of things and the world of today. Hah... Ah. Neat all the same.
Ah yay, a book I worked on (Dolmenwood Campaign Book) won a gold Ennie! 🏆
It would appear I'm a two-time ENnie Award winner. Imagine if that meant a thing.
My good buddy who I was crashing with in San Diego did a fun buggy pamphlet for the jam. Check it out y'all.
I'm trying to make more stuff these days, and joined a game jam!!!!! Check it out 🤠 ciddarth.itch.io/pond-scum itch.io/jam/more-fro...
When a human being is given objective proof that they are correct (or that everything else is incorrect), the inability to reconcile often births a form of idolatry or self-exaltation which leans easily into religiosity. Much of this in the west is likely due to a conditioned fear of ego death.
Determining WHY this is the typical reaction is difficult, because everyone who is in a position to do so is either gravely misinformed about what's going on or themselves affected by that reaction. Most investigative government agencies contain at least one such cult.
Re: GenCon. A project was announced. This is all I am allowed to say. Thank you.
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Treated myself to playing through Rogue Trader again, and the starting parts of Void Shadows are very fun and feel appropriately like actually playing a session of the RPG. Being able to yell at a BDSM cult leader for letting your homies take the service elevator while you're in the Descent? Funny.
Putting together my to-do list for August. Hoo boy.
May 15th to July 30th. 76 days, 156 pages. Done on The Tiger Princess of Treacherous Tripura. Factor in probably 3 weeks of depression, plus that heatwave week, plus 10 days out of the state, a few weekends working conventions. I'm thrilled. Given, additionally, the research I put into things.
For #DemonMonth I've been cooking on a city-crawl a la Fever-Dreaming Marlinko; in this case, the thrice-fallen fortresses of Tripura now located in the underworld. Mayasura, the Architect of Earthly Illusions, has rebuilt his grand works - and worse yet; he has found love. That never ends well.
Did 200 more name listing entries, because we know I'm perverse like that.
I'd love to know why my RealID was undeliverable and when they even attempted to deliver it. Its in a letter envelope. It fits in the slot. What with that being how I got my /last/ ID from NY. Good lord.
One d6 left to do. I'll do it tomorrow. I'm tired. I shall look upon my triumphs then, and then ask for a meeting, and the promptly collapse into the Yamcha crater of my own hubristic desire to say something of worth in a shifting mode of design.
Epilogues done; because those are important. Just a matter of polishing through the rest of the Disruption Index and its all done. 3 Bad Ends, 1 Good End. If Tripura were to remain as it is, it would not have an Epilogue - it would simply continue. I like writing these things. The seeds of more.
Brain is wandering into capeshit stuff and trying to figure out how an "Absolute Question" would work with regards to a narrative; because the themes are real present and easy. In a world so bad, what people hide is worse. Pseudoderm as body horror erasure of the self, dissonance/dysphoria imagery.
My mental state as I do some polish. youtube.com/shorts/O8ZEq...
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All right, crunched my numbers on Tripura for what the randomizers look like right now. There are approximately 90 different collections of randomization matrices, before we get into the specifics of anything else. Some of them are large (8d20s), most are small things (d4s) affixed to other stuff.
All right, crunched my numbers on Tripura for what the randomizers look like right now. There are approximately 90 different collections of randomization matrices, before we get into the specifics of anything else. Some of them are large (8d20s), most are small things (d4s) affixed to other stuff.
My last remaining bits of mental power as I look at the four pages left of this manuscript. youtu.be/jT4uusTIWbA
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I have no clue why it was on that slide or who put it there, and every member of the crew I worked with is 100% against AI. Every aspect of the animation is handcrafted by real artists and I hope that people don’t use this slide as a reason to detract from how much love and labor went into the film.
City-crawling mechanisms work, rudimentarily, within an outputter mechanism. But to my horror, a generic listing may be necessary to achieve the nuance I covet. So the math of it I explained before, but it is: [d100][d4] for City Events, with [d20][d20][d20] for set dressings.
...I should've built the city event mechanisms out. Maybe tomorrow.