Brian Yaksha (He/They)

@brianyaksha.bsky.social

Frequently ENnie-Nominated Writer & Designer of Sandbox Toolkits, Narrative Designer, Horrorist. Also a three-time ENnie-award winner. Communist.

I'm unsure if Sylvania: The Cursed Country is a better book than Night's Dark Masters; there's a bit of a tonal dissonance between the two (as one would expect given 2026 and 2007). I will say this though, Sylvania does absolutely sell a sense of rural other WHFRP books don't; its unique to see.

Idle thought: A chiropractor who gets deeply into the occult world to try and summon the spirit of the original method, because Daniel Palmer must've written something down wrong. Has this been done? It feels like it must've been done. If not, has WoD side character written all over it.

Therapist: "You expect a lot of others." Me: "Like basic decorum and respect for what I do for them." Therapist: "Yeah. It sounds like you just shouldn't expect people will give you the bare minimum." Me: "I don't know what else I should be doing if I can't hope for even that."

Attempting to fix some modifier issues with my generators for attributes and the like - boy howdy, that's annoying. Also, I really don't care for the HD** with asterisks, given that - in the case of a listed out monster statblock, the XP has already been calculated. Seems a bit needless.

Mucking about with the Rogue Renderer for Duginthroat Divided, as that was part of the stretch goals for Tripura. Its getting there. Need to make the Attribute modifiers of OSE connect to the AC/Saves/HP. You can tell the thing I really care about are the flavorful things.

Ol' Limme

STR: 9 | INT: 8 | WIS: 10 | DEX: 6 | CON: 11 | CHA: 17


A miserly prowler with a chin like a dagger. Infamous for desertion. Won't tolerate small talk. Finds comfort in licking disturbingly plump toads.

AC # (X)(Armor as leather), HD 2d4 (8hp), Att 1 x Weapon, THAC0 19 (0), MV X, SV D13 W14 P13 B16 S15 (Thief 2), ML X, AL Neutral. Thief Skills: CS88 TR15 HN1-2 HS15 S25 OL20 PP25.

Trademark Gear:
- Bolt cutters

Equipment:

- Rope

- Glass bottle

- Brick of peat

Y'know, rage I can do something with. Contempt has its value too. But anger? Just kinda upsets my guts and makes me tired. It is without direction, or the means to use it. I do not care for it. Too base, too unrefined. Arguably better, it can pass quicker. But it is a rarity vs others of the type.

I've been trying to get out for years. Alas most options are atrocity, subjected to atrocity, or actually don't exist. I've long said I'd kill to bag groceries. Better options in being a backwoods slasher than in RPGs, but my fear of ticks keeps me from donning the mask. Among other things.

Capricorn Iscariot@deaconblues1979.bsky.social · 3d ago

I’m going to go even further and say I don’t believe anyone can make a sustainable living long term (and rarely even medium term) in the ttrpg industry. Sorry not sorry. The sooner you accept it and stop trying, the less you’ll hurt yourself in the process.

Honestly, really enjoyed the new Spider-Man. It is rare to see a MCU film with a plot structure, competent storylines, a villain who has presence throughout the whole thing without feeling like a twist/set-up; and which also clearly set things up to come. I was not expecting it to be good.

When a human being is given objective proof that they are correct (or that everything else is incorrect), the inability to reconcile often births a form of idolatry or self-exaltation which leans easily into religiosity. Much of this in the west is likely due to a conditioned fear of ego death.

🍁 Levi Kornelsen@levikornelsen.bsky.social · 5d ago

Determining WHY this is the typical reaction is difficult, because everyone who is in a position to do so is either gravely misinformed about what's going on or themselves affected by that reaction. Most investigative government agencies contain at least one such cult.

Treated myself to playing through Rogue Trader again, and the starting parts of Void Shadows are very fun and feel appropriately like actually playing a session of the RPG. Being able to yell at a BDSM cult leader for letting your homies take the service elevator while you're in the Descent? Funny.

May 15th to July 30th. 76 days, 156 pages. Done on The Tiger Princess of Treacherous Tripura. Factor in probably 3 weeks of depression, plus that heatwave week, plus 10 days out of the state, a few weekends working conventions. I'm thrilled. Given, additionally, the research I put into things.

Pages	156
Words	71754
Brian Yaksha (He/They)@brianyaksha.bsky.social · 3mo ago

For #DemonMonth I've been cooking on a city-crawl a la Fever-Dreaming Marlinko; in this case, the thrice-fallen fortresses of Tripura now located in the underworld. Mayasura, the Architect of Earthly Illusions, has rebuilt his grand works - and worse yet; he has found love. That never ends well.

One d6 left to do. I'll do it tomorrow. I'm tired. I shall look upon my triumphs then, and then ask for a meeting, and the promptly collapse into the Yamcha crater of my own hubristic desire to say something of worth in a shifting mode of design.

Epilogues done; because those are important. Just a matter of polishing through the rest of the Disruption Index and its all done. 3 Bad Ends, 1 Good End. If Tripura were to remain as it is, it would not have an Epilogue - it would simply continue. I like writing these things. The seeds of more.

Brain is wandering into capeshit stuff and trying to figure out how an "Absolute Question" would work with regards to a narrative; because the themes are real present and easy. In a world so bad, what people hide is worse. Pseudoderm as body horror erasure of the self, dissonance/dysphoria imagery.

All right, crunched my numbers on Tripura for what the randomizers look like right now. There are approximately 90 different collections of randomization matrices, before we get into the specifics of anything else. Some of them are large (8d20s), most are small things (d4s) affixed to other stuff.

I have no clue why it was on that slide or who put it there, and every member of the crew I worked with is 100% against AI. Every aspect of the animation is handcrafted by real artists and I hope that people don’t use this slide as a reason to detract from how much love and labor went into the film.