i have beaten Dragons dogma 2. ah my heart feels a tinge empty. How dare they steal my Pawn romance from me!!
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30, and touched death to many times, that I must buy him dinner from now on... 🔞 no minors please, i am quite the Depressed loat. recently.. diagnosed Schizophrenic and mental illness.
my birthday came and go. and once more. bad news was on the day. i despise myself.
feeling of the heavy heart. the fact past 'friends' celebrated(in a wicked sense) my mothers passing. saddens me and reminds me how alone i now am.
Money will be late. So no pizza today.
sadly i feel, a large part of me always slipping away.
so i lost my job, and it still stings. because i cant get a Termination letter. nor a Disciplinary letter. yet- they added words both hinting and out right saying that my Pacemaker is the biggest problem in the workplace. my disability. life sucks
Well. lost the job. now i got to remember how to offer Commissions. any advice? im not nearly good as others. but i can manage Head portraits.
Ah- and now my own Stable work income is coming to an end. wth. looks like i really do need to do commissions soon.
hmm. i hate to get into commission work with my poor skill. but- its getting to the point where i cant sustain my self with Work alone
Some days. There is a sunset A sunrise A shower or stairs Flowing tears, like rain. Having friends is great. But I feel like my time is running out.
You know. I'm starting to feel that gacha and adopts are a scam. If all it is , is just a different palette.
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I stopped sharing my doodles with discord folks and art server. I belive myself to simply be a waste and clutter. I will at least share it here. As a record thing.
I feel bad. Starting to look away at artist. Starting to. Slip away. There is art I just no longer want to share. I think I'll fade away for a bit.
i got... diagnosed yesterday. its called Schizoaffective disorder. its a strange feeling to get to this point. more relived then anything (meds will be next month) - i always tiptoed respectfully that i might not be Schizo and that my problems MAY and MIGHT be... just a bad day. 😶ah.
I hope i am not to late for pride month! here we are! "A Song only I can Hear" i was sitting at work, outside in the heat and just... lost myself to the 'music'. And they held hands. hehe. #myart #digitalart #pride #gay
i think. art fight, no matter how i wish. may not be for me. 😟 i adore my style and landscaping. But for, adding characters myself? im a nervous self hating wreck. i can barely even do color. and it always turns out.. terrible. still, i want to try. i hope to be brave enough to fail standing.
Regardless of tomarrow or yesterday. i must become better.
@sin.goetia.at Holy snaps its so hot everywhere anymore. Especially over there! the eggs are sure to melt! Stay safe!
So. It seems my condition. Is so extreme I may have to become admitted into a psychward. For a few weeks. This is not, what I hoped for.
I got flagged as someone who would hurt themselves. And got a call from the crisis hot-line. At 2am. I'm so tired..
with 23 chapters in and 40K words. im excited to have people enjoy my book. but wait! im half way done! ahhh! 😱 i do recommend reading the first 2 books if you have not all ready. its a treat! www.honeyfeed.fm/novels/28973 #books #art #mybooks
The House in the Woods. Part 3. SunDown
Welcome back reader. What did the last book mean by "two side of the Crown"? Beats me, im stuck here like you. Now book 3 starts where 1 ends. the Sinking, the Drowning. the falling far. but...
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