i hate that i cant get hey best friend lets see those molars out of my head
sucklet irl
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they/them, it/its, bi/bim, any neos 🌻 prof makes a dollar i make nothing so i draw yuri on lecture time 🌻 icon by @graveyartblog on tumblr I BLOCK ANYONE WHO INTERACTS W ME THAT I DONT PERSONALLY KNOW https://ghostsnbees.straw.page
ai filter shit ticks me off bc why are you making my features more eurocentric. PISS OFF
i daydreamed so hard about asking for help that i just went to sleep
having to walk back to my old therapist having gotten considerably worse like 🥺 so about that progress you said i made,
sometimes i feel the evil urge to drop off the face of the earth and never talk to anyone again 💭 what bliss
having traumatic associations w a smell is actually so embarrassing for me, i can handle people's sweat and odor from being in the sun all day just fine but its a certain kind of laundry detergent/fabric conditioner that makes me want to gag
figured out how to sneak outside past curfew to buy two cans of coke from a nearby 24/7 store just to feel something
i know i come off as a friendly person, but sometimes people take that as a sign to act Too buddy-buddy and its like ok man step tf back !
its kinda funny .. when i was younger i wrote characters who craved death, who sought an escape from all the pains in their life; but these days i keep writing characters who so desperately want to live a happy and long life despite everything they've been thru, people who see the beauty in it all..
dissociating really hard and then finding out i got robbed is like man what the hell anymore
arguably its better than falling back into my old bad habits but like 😭 is the dissociation worth it
sucklet irl@bulalongmulto.bsky.social · 2w agoi dont know how good it is that my immediate response to something really bad happening is "its ok that wasnt real anyway" HELP
i dont know how good it is that my immediate response to something really bad happening is "its ok that wasnt real anyway" HELP
GRIPPING MY HEAD OVER SUCH A FITTING SONG FOR LALY'S CHARACTER ARC RN. FUCKKKK
sometimes i laugh bc eulalie was my honest attempt to write an asshole character, but he ended up kinda nice and pretty reasonable
who knew an hour n 30 mins could feel long when u actually do smth in that time aside from scrolling
idk if its the being an object thing but im always entertained when people they/them eulalie. do i just make a lot of they/thems that that becomes the default way to refer to my guy or does he give off he/they vibes
being a psych student is so embarrassing as a mentally unwell person, i can be experiencing symptoms and go fuckkkk the dsm would clock me so good on this
meeting w my dad for lunch n he kept commenting on how my voice sounds hoarse, like i think it is the depression and burnout and dissociation
AQ LANG BA NAIIRITA NANG SLIGHT 🫠🫠🫠
sucklet irl@bulalongmulto.bsky.social · 4w agoaq lang b napatawa nang slight
i feel like my professionalism takes such a huge blow in my attempts to be friendly 😭 im glad my team is chill but i kept scrambling during our meeting i feel so criiiiiingeee HAHAHHA