Lini

@butterflycrimes.bsky.social

I need to get into crafts or something so I can post about stuff that isn't venting. But what do you mean "a rare system error made your case appear started earlier than it was, so the estimated time you got was wrong". I'VE BEEN ANXIOUS ALL MONTH AND THE DECISION'S NOT GETTING MADE UNTIL OCTOBER?

What do you even do when the bureaucracy is literally going "Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy." Like... how do you even combat "Absence of information is not a valid reason", it's so fucking absurd, I wasn't even supposed to be part of that program anymore, NOBODY told me that the plan had changed.

So tired of empty promises and needing to remind people about things all the time. I don't WANT to have to nag, I don't want to be annoying, but if I don't go "Hey, you need to do this" or "Hey, you said you'd do that." then things don't get done at all.

"There are 100 people before you in the queue" Yeah well guess what. I took today off from work specifically to deal with bureaucratic bullshit. This encounter might've been unexpected, but I woke up prepared to deal with this kind of stuff. TODAY I AM THE ONE WHO BRINGS THE DARK SOULS MUSIC!!!

Okay so things are actually fine. I'm supposed to be using the system I was using because they're keeping me in the program I was in after all. From what I've been told today I don't even need to send in anything because supposedly they've got that sorted now.

I̴̡͚̖͕̲̩̘͉̹͇͙͗̔͑̓̄̀̔͑̉̿͊'̵̥͈̭̠̳̻̻͓̝͛̄̏̔͛̿́͝M̵̨͉̘͉̺͈͇̳̗̳͂̎͐̉̀̚͠ ̷̡̨̧̡̛͉̘̣̤͈̝̘̞̈́̈͆̋̔̈̿̎̆̊̒̊͠͝Ğ̶̨̥̱̳ͅO̴̯̼͆̓̏͊̇̏́̏͘I̵̢̦͙̮͙̪͕͙̋́̽̔́̀̓̑͐̌̄͠͝͠N̴̡͈̠͖̳̞̪̥̪̥̋͊̈́̒̈́̌͊͋̓̄̇̅͘Ǧ̴̘̤̠͇̦̻̈́̈́̌́̑͐̂͛ ̸͖͊̄̊̒̃̅̏̍͘Ť̸̺̦̭̬̈͆̄̅̇̈́͛̚͘ͅƠ̴̹̩̟̤͌̈̊̈̔͛̈͘̕ ̸̡̢̢̟͙͔̱͓̱͍̼͍̭͕͒̄̐̀̎͋̐̃L̴̨͚̩͕̣̰̟̣͕̎̍͒̌̀͑͘̕͜͠ͅŐ̷̧̢̲̥̜̲̭̻̝͑̔͒̃̈̉͒͜͠͝ͅS̷̻̥̞͎͙̒̇̚Ę̶̢͇̙̫̹̖͉̖̺̫̉͊̄̏̉̅͒͗̏͘͝ ̸̜̫̇̽̓̏̔̍̇̔̓͌̌M̴̧̛̪̳̠̥̟͚̪͔̭̝̦̞̳̈́̉̆̈̽͛̃͐̆̋̃́͜ͅY̵͉̪̮̜͍̯̦͎̣̳̌̎͒̃̈̾̅̄͂͂̏̌͝͠ ̸̢̢̹̬͎͈̭͙̫̀̅̐͂M̵̖͚̪̞͍͈̠̭̰̦̪̥̯̖̾̀́͛̓͑̉̇́͋͗͋̚̕͜͝c̴͓̙̫̱͕̫̘̾͊̽̓̉̈́̇̀͜͜ͅF̵̢̼̭͇̤̻̥̄̍́́͂̎͑̅͂͋̈́͝Ủ̵̧̩̟͉̏̎͊͒̿̅͆̅C̴̬͕͖̦̰͚͌̀̂͆̈́́͑͆̊̀͠ͅK̶̡̝̝͇̞̪̲̼̰͉̮͚̃̈́̿̋͌̉̿̈́͑̍̎̌́͝Į̵̛̟̟̱̯̬͇̪̦̯̜̍̍̇̏̾̀̂̾̎̀̽̄͘͠͝Ņ̶͓̘̪͈͙̏̏̆͌̀̀͠͠G̶̢̢̧̳̩͓̘̭̜͕̤̳͇̝̐ ̸̗̥͈̆̒́̿̒M̶̜̭͓̹̐̎I̴̼̺̟͉͉͇͇̹͓̥͈̞̤̬̿̎̿Ņ̷̨̘̩̩̰͚̦̆̂̋͊̂̃͑͋͘͘͝D̷̝̦̉̐͌͐͆̍̌̚͝!̸̨͍͕̬̆̐͠

Checking my email before going to bed was such a terrible idea, and unfortunately the lesson to take from this is that I need to learn to check my mail more often. Needing to ask for an extension for a thing you were notified about a week ago is so humiliating.