Tessera
Folgen

BouldR

@bzzybouldr.bsky.social

I'm Chris. Full bio coming eventually.

36 Posts227 Follower745 Folgt
BouldR@bzzybouldr.bsky.social · 7d ago

This is some gift art I made for my friend's birthday! A spread of a few of the characters for his story called The Gimmicked🧵

かけつき@kaketuki.bsky.social · 3mo ago

これはうちのこのビキニを描いて頂いたフォロワー様が金ビキニを所望するので_(┐「ε:)_の金ビキニ描いたのですが満足なさらない様子だったのでアイコンの子の金ビキニを描かせて頂いたものです

Ken- WISHLIST MODFORSAKEN@kendorable.bsky.social · 2y ago

I need a miracle. I need this to reach new people. I need any help, all the help, help that'll work in the long run. I need not just to survive but to afford to see doctors. I need so much just to live and I'm tired. Please share this and maybe the right person will see it who can actually help me.

I can’t keep doing this forever. I do not have any income and have been told that rent is going up by $115. I sleep on a broken couch in a livingroom with no privacy, no dressers, no bed, right by the noisy kitchen. I have horrible esophagus pains that have worsened lately and I do not have the money to go to the doctor and find out why. Worst case scenario could be esophageal cancer. If that’s the case, I won’t be able to afford treatment at ALL. I also have extremely weird tearing pain in my gut that may be a hernia. I hate guessing but I have no means to find out for sure. I have a mouth full of broken teeth I’ve been quoted at STARTING at $2000 just to do things that AREN’T root canals. I need several root canals and without insurance the dentist said they’re about $3000 each so over $10k for sure on dental work. I already have $4000 in medical bills and $1300 in debt otherwise I’m behind on payments.I do not have a family to fall back on. I was abused by my mother physically and emotionally as a child. I won’t get to celebrate holidays for the 8th year in a row, I’ll just be by myself thinking “maybe next year”. My feet are painfully disabled so I could not even work a shitty restaurant job if I wanted to. If I tried I would lead myself to the point of being wheelchair-bound within weeks. I can’t afford to have my feet looked at by a doctor either. I don’t drive and couldn’t afford a car if I did, so I can’t do Uber or anything. My options are terribly limited. My work history has been spotty since I’ve moved so much and I’m not getting job offers for the sort of office/phone jobs I know I CAN work. My phone service is currently shut off anyways so I can’t get calls about job interviews. I CAN NOT AFFORD BOTH RENT AND GROCERIES LET ALONE MY MEDICAL ISSUES. I need an overnight miracle. Something that’s not going to be gone in a week or a month. Something that’s going to jumpstart me being able to actually survive. I don’t know. I keep feeling so hopeless like I’m never going to escape this. I’m so close to just giving up.