Cried behind the paint store dumpster today because customers were absolutely horrendous and at one point before I headed out I was shaking so bad and people were laughing about it???

My account is about to be overdraft I gotta set up commissions bro 🧍‍♀️ someone SMACK me

KoG episode 2 was fucking delicious bro I'm mad there's not more 😭😭😭 THE GORE IS AMAZINGGGG not to sound like a weirdo ;-; seriously tho I wasn't expecting too much more but was genuinely surprised and the atmosphere is fantastic!

mutated-against-their-will characters I'm rotating in my brain atm

Crazy how one bad paycheck can just throw you back so much 😭 even beyond the landlord shit man. Playing catch-up sucks

The big Jax is now taller than me 🤣 have to resew his head tho, and try to figure out how to have it supported better. Also cannot embroider for the life of me so idk how to do the outlines 😭

You know it's so incredibly fucked that for as long as I can remember they tried telling neurodivergent folk they need to improve social cues and conversational skills and while that can be true for some in reality neurotypicals just see you as someone to talk over no matter what you do.

I'm a little worried about having a lot on my plate but atp I'm gonna have to open commissions and finally revamp those like I promised I was doing months ago lol. Definitely setting them up to give myself some leeway in turnaround time.

Man I never thought majority of the customers I'd serve would be miserable twats. Like, when I was a cashier people were assholes but not as often as this, literally everyone who's come in today has been the opposite of a ray of sunshine.

"this *insert 5 year old game* game needs a graphics update/upgraded version, it's aged horribly!" Does it really though or has capitalism convinced you to compulsively count the pixels on your screen.

Just like candy, you'll go down Stain my teeth and rot my mouth #tadcoc

I've been thinking and I might say fuck it and try doing the AU as a comic. I'm just worried about pacing + making it different enough so some parts aren't just a comic version of TADC ;-;

So I'm now trespassed and banned from the place I used to live. And probably have to talk to an attorney. Yay.

I finished the body for the plushie and omg it's so comfy aaaaaa ;;

Ok I ordered more fleece because Walmart is out of the kind I used and can't get it back until the second half of this month. Screaming.

I'm running out of fabric for the big Jax and I'm low-key freaking out because sewing it has actually been really therapeutic and I didn't think I was gonna run out before I got paid next 😭😭😭

The other week I noticed a song on fort that I really liked, decided to listen to it and watch the music video and got jumpscared by X files lesbians. It was fantastic.

CW// menstruation talk / / / Guess who's period was super late because of all the stress and now I am SUFFERING. Like I can't stand for more than 5 minutes without feeling sick suffering.

I wanna know the perspective of the dominos delivery driver going to leave at 9:30 at night and seeing me sitting criss cross apple sauce on one of the big metal thingies by the dumpster smoking a bowl

Ok a bit of a funny thought to break the bleakness of life recently. 75% of my emote collection on fort is literally just emotes I grabbed bc Jax shakes his ass

My 17 year old cat is having a medical emergency and don't have funds for the vet till Friday. I am not having a good time.

Bordering on tears rn because my tablet crashed mid drawing and all my custom brushes are gone including the ones I mainly use and my dumbass didn't have them backed up..

Playing absolute slop on fort bc TV is broken and my joycons are SHOT so drift is too bad to play almost anything else. I can't even play deltarune bro this sucks

*paws at you* :3 amazing artwork by @kris-616.bsky.social!!! i love this style so much, they made me sooooo cute 🥺 aaaaaaaa

Just drew really hot fluffybunny art in lobby while waiting to clock in lol idgaf anymore I don't even know why I'm here they tried to fire my ass and I should have just taken it

Tooth pain so bad I got that stupid purple rabbit in my head telling me to lay my ass down I'm so cooked chat.

I'm actually so fucking annoyed with constantly getting talks about how I take too much otc pain meds and nobody listens to me when I say "I NEED TO or else I'm in so much pain I can't get out of bed" and they just repeat the same thing over and over without listening to me.

Spent hours pacing around for an interview that took not even 5 minutes 😭 I hate this man that was not worth all the stress

Finally go to start drawing on my tablet after like two weeks and now I'm using this to get used to the new Ibis Paint update cuz oh boy the new brush stabilizer threw me tf off

Having to get the room set up so I can comfortably draw feels like getting dragged on gravel by a horse low-key ughhh