I am miserable on this Bacrtim stuff. Just 4 more doses and I can get back to my usual meds.
Candice
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Guh, I feel like crap again today, I shouldn't have come into work but here I am. Might have to be a half day.
Shout out to the erotic hypnotist who was on Crowd Control this week.
The older i get the more Toonpilled i become I just want to act like a silly cartoon character and get into predicaments
I have the classiest neighbors. Not only were they doing car repairs in the cul-de-sac in front of my driveway, one of the kids was just casually playing with a lighter and a spray paint can.
I think I enjoy recreational hypnosis so much because it's like the only time where I can relax fully and let my brain shut off. By default my brain is so dang noisy; actually knowing what a quiet brain feels like helps me to quiet it between sessions.
Today I realized that I now respond to a clicker and it has me feeling completely normal ai assure you. >.<
Is it stubborn that I use VIM instead of a proper IDE to write configuration code?
So my doctor diagnosed me with cyclosporiasis today, so that's "fun." The antibiotics he prescribed are like horse pills.
Tomato puree, olive oil, lots of crushed garlic, herbs, penne pasta, and a little freshly grated Parmesan cheese on top. Back to my vegetarian lunches.
Back on my cooking bs. Pork and broccoli stir fry with butter basmati rice.
Re-entry into work after having some time off had been -rough-.
Making it seem less the defining feature of your identity and merely a characteristic like red hair highlights the absurd cruelty of the phobes and removes the mystique of transness that the phobes leverage through captured media.
Some trans people don't like hearing this, but your goal should honestly be to ensure that being trans is at highest like the 4th or 5th most interesting thing about you There are a lot of cis people who will be more accepting if this is the case
Nik showed me an old episode of SCTV where a character played by John Candy is turning people into cats by drugging their drink. I had to admit that I have in the past commissioned porn of this exact same scenario.
Last night @bunnyfrilly.bsky.social brought a close friend of hers along to our usual hangout and I ended up hypnotising him. I hadn't worked with anyone new since I hit burn out. His reaction was super positive and it was really rewarding for me; maybe I'll get a second wind after all.
I finished up a work project that my team had spent the last three months on yesterday and I am sooooo glad it's over. Now maybe I can chill out some.
I'm doing a lot better today. A little time to get my mind off things let me shift my perspective a bit. Feeling very chill for the first time in at least a couple weeks.
Guh, I am just straight up not ok today. I might be a little distant for a bit.
Beh, looking like new car time. It's been a really bad couple of weeks.
LOL my windshield got broken by a rock on the way to drop it off to have thr AC repaired.
I just added some under lighting to the loveseat in our lounge. The lighting in the lounge cycles colors in evening mode; looks like there's something demonic under there when it's red... Or maybe like its living its life a quarter mile at a time.