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Going through a very rough patch and feeling disconnected and down... If you had a moment, I'd really like to know -- What made you follow me? Have I made anything or done anything that is memorable to you? Is there anything about my art you enjoy?

I was looking at my old art today... And its honestly devastating how much going to school for animation and working in the animation industry affected me. I used to draw so much, every single day. I'm trying to get my spark back, but burnout recovery has been hard.

I took a big break from social media and I feel like it did me well, but I also feel more isolated than ever. I want to start chatting with people again, but I can't keep up with the lightning fast trends of busier socials anymore.

I've been really struggling with social media lately... I am struggling with finding a place I'm excited to post to, that doesn't feel like I'm screaming into the void, but also doesn't feel like I'm surrounded by ragebaiting/hateposting. Do we... Have anything like that anymore LMAO

so like... what are we all doing with the 400 projects rattling around in our brains animation is expensive, comics are very time consuming, novel writing isn't my strong suit... can we invent a holodeck simulation or something where I can show people my blorbos already

are YOU!! 🫵 yes YOU!! looking for a new comic to read? looking for a hero/villain romance intertwined with the struggles of rigid societal systems? or maybe you just like sexy villains that cry a lot? well PROVIL is the webcomic for YOU!! (1/2) #comics

A promotional image for the comic, PROVIL. Pro and Vil face off in a battle. Text reads: Hey YOU!! Have you heard of the webcomic... PROVIL? Let's talk about it!!A promotional image for the webcomic, PROVIL. Pro and Vil look at each other. Text reads: PROVIL HAS... Romance and Action, an LGBT Main cast (and creator), 7 chapters ready to read, overly dramatic main characters, a sexy villain with no securities whatsoever, a different sexy antagonist (woman!!!), lots of crying, Pro. A promotional image for the webcomic, PROVIL, depicting various images of Pro. Text reads: Meet Pro! Our Pro-tagonist. Relentlessly optimistic! Trying to change the world! (Complicit in the hero-centric status quo) Ambitious! (To a fault)A promotional image for the webcomic, PROVIL, depicting Vil.  Text reads: Meet Vil!! (Yes his full name is Vil Lan) He's mysterious... A robotics genius... protective... finding his passion...?

I've been working very hard on untangling my worth from my productivity. That includes work, side hustles, but also includes the pressure I've been feeling to keep up with indie animation peers. Let me tell you though... That shit is VERY hard. It takes a lot of untangling and unlearning

This is why Andromeda Squad didn't cost a dime and I shelved the project I invested $4k into before I got caught up in sunk cost fallacy. This is also why I don't work in indie animation (or studio animation for that matter) anymore, and why I'm working on growing my small business instead.

Dave Capdevielle@cadaverdave.com · 4mo ago

Here's a harsh truth, folks. Unless you're extremely lucky, there's really no money to be made working in indie animation. I've written for some of the biggest shows out there, including TADC, Lackadaisy & Hazbin Hotel's pilot, yet I still struggle to live paycheck to paycheck.

I thought that the "man falls in love with a woman, who is violently revealed to be a man in a dress, maliciously tricking him, and upon that reveal the man says he's going to kill them" trope was left in the past. But here we are, Smiling Friends proving me wrong. Boo. So fucking lame.