Carnival-Tricks

@carnival-tricks.bsky.social

(All characters are adults!) CT / Aegosexual / Agender / AB / Babyfur / 19XX Check out my substar! https://subscribestar.adult/carnival-tricks Commission info: https://trello.com/b/njZlFBxJ/carnival-tricks-queue Icon Bedsheeps | Banner Spookyooky

Im gonna shout to the art void here and ask people; Please stop saying time lapses (sped up progress of how visual artwork is created) are speedpaints (time limited artworks like Bob Ross's 30 minutes landscapes). I feel for people offering speedpaint commissions #arttalk

Doomed to dislike the vast majority of new media. Cursed to sob uncontrollably and get struck with disassociation levels of depression when trying to only engage with media of the past. I just want things to do when I'm bored that isn't the internet TToTT

The older I get, the more I just really don't like having things that I don't use. No hate to collectables and people who like them, but outside of my Pokemon and sealed, vintage toy collection, I just cannot stand having small figures n stuff anymore. Takes up too much space.

Bro I'm watching an episode of Tenchi and it's wild how I can still remember all the words to an episode I haven't seen in over a decade at this point xD I used to watch these 3 episodes EVERY DAY basically. Shit still makes me tear up lmao. Still Ryoko pilled 27 years later.

Also sorry for not posting much art lately TToTT the whole shit with my mom's had me real depressed and burned out lately. I've been doing art fight, but even that hasn't been giving me the serotonin as much as it usually does. She's doing better now, for anyone interested.

I just had the WEIRDEST interaction. Like oddly shaken by it. I go to the cafe almost daily to draw and to just get away from the house/internet. Almost everyone there knows me and we talk all the time. Today someone new was there. When they asked for my name, they said "Alex right?" >

So, I hate posting these things but I really should get it over with. Sorry I haven't been on much. Just having terrible brain fog, anxiety and rather depressed. I know I owe some art and I'm working to finish what I owe. For those who don't know, tl;dr: I cut contact with my birth mom when I was>