Aspen

@casualbluejay.bsky.social

Hey y'all! This is @aenverthil's casual account! NO minors! Sketches | Photography | Casual posts | VRC I'm a bird furry artist that draws many other things! Might post NSFW

I got quite a bit of art done today ^^ nothing finished yet but it felt good to be productive. Giving my wrist a rest now, cuz I almost overdid it when I became hyperfocused More work tomorrow, now just stretches and rest!

The executive dysfunction is winning so hard today. I have so much time before this meeting that I could get some sketches out to clients but I cannot physically bring myself to do it. I really hope I can talk to a therapist and get some ADHD meds so I can make my brain focus and let me do things

I've been enjoying the new look of these skins 💙 I hope we get to see the return of the Reptilian pack for Pictus or get a new skinpack featuring Alio soon ^^

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I love our cats but I miss cuddling with Willow a lot. He'd snuggle in my arms for hours if I let him I regret not cuddling with him more. If you have a pet that's pushy for attention, give them some time. Even if it's only a few minutes. You never know what will happen.

I know it's the stress talking and I don't actually feel upset at anyone but man it's hard to not feel discouraged when my commission posts get ignored. People want work from me but they won't share/promote my posts when I open. I don't know what more to do to get work. I guess I can work on YCHs?

My heart is absolutely broken, Sam Neil has passed away I don't normally lean into caring about celebrities. The last celebrity death I cried to was Steve Irwin. I'm so glad he was cancer free before he passed, what an achievement.

Daydreaming about a suspiciously wealthy furry finding and adopting me as their artist and just paying my bills and letting me draw w/e I want as long as I do one drawing for them every once in a while

TMI time that feel when you're fresh from a shower and literally as you're about to get dressed, aunt Irma blasts through the door and now you have the jellyfish I'm nonbinary my body needs to get the memo

TW: Pet death, grief I can't bring myself to do more, I miss him so much I tried to hold it together the past few days but coming home from our trip and him not being here to greet us tore me up inside.

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Jupiter has been such a good kitty. He's been very clingy to me since Willow died and also more talkative. I think he's working to fill that void for me. Since we got back from our week long trip to LA for Mark's birthday he's been even more clingy -

Just gonna say it: People are looking at the GabeCube the wrong way. It's not a "game console." It's a computer. It has a computer processor, a graphics card, internal storage, and its own operating system. People are comparing its price to a PS5 when they should be comparing it to a custom PC.

TW: Grief My heart still hurts and today was just....an angry day. I am mad at the world, the universe for taking him away from me so young. I still feel that strong desire to just scream into the heavens but I know that won't bring him back, so I wont.

I can't wait for my new avatar to be set up. I'm excited to just...be them in VR also potentially new Vtuber? I might stream path of titans when streamer mode is enabled