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Jax, He/Him, 29, 🔞 WELCOME TO BIG BILLS MACRO HELLWORLD. LIKE EM BIG MORE WAYS THAN ONE. LETS GET WEIRD WITH IT, AWOO MINE HUSBAND: @jabberfoxy.bsky.social ASKS GO HERE: https://kaijuconnoisseur.straw.page/

Making up new dumb discourse to laugh at. Ok. "Macro is only morally okay if you are destroying data centres and police stations, if you draw macro destroying residential buildings you cant be a leftist and are just as bad as a real murderer." Wait i can imagine som1 saying this post cancelleddddd

I miss sooooooo much the furcon feeling of "oh i can just exist in this space and not be the odd one out" plus the social friendly vibe PLUS completely acceptable to be wearing a full mask pressing on all sides of your face with beautiful stim pressure comfort and your eyes are covered ooogh heaven

Being social requires a lot of vulnerability, to have people want to get to know you you have to let them in, and that means showing them you- not a hard inpenetrable shell, but something soft, vulnerable and relatable! Nods sagely and then pretends this doesnt apply to me and my thick carapace ^^

I hate when work created within a porn space seeks to "subvert the genre" by not being the porn and having clear derision for the porn and people who enjoy the porn. It reminds me of visual novels made by people just looking to cash in on smth popular but when u play em they clearly hate the genre.

Erotisizing the chronic issues i'm being put thru to cope. Macro who lies sedentary for so long the local micros start to get ideas in their head that he's not dangerous and start fucking around a little too close to the sun. One too many people start touching and all of a sudden-

shrinking by squeezing... someone hugging me as tight as they can as i dwindle in their arms. pressing me in between their palms to mold me down to the right size. or maybe stepping on me. not hard, just pushing down a little as more and more of me slowly disappears

I want a pooltoy so bad i want new pupgear and some other gear so bad i want new boots i want a harness i want new stuff for my drag ideas BUT i also want to go to da big (small) city and see the sights and do the things and you know what all these require? wads of moolah. WHICH IS HOMOPHOBIC.

There were a lot of music videos with giant people in them when i was growing up and a lot of music videos of men who'd done wrong by their woman being chased down and hunted by her while she sang her cheery pop song about being over him, and i think both of these things did a number on me