sao

@catwif3.bsky.social

she/her // 36 // bog witch // knitter, sewist, fandom enthusiast occasional NSFW so 18+ to follow pls! art tag -> #sao.art hong'er dollmaking -> #hong-er.quest homophones with sao -> #englishisstupid

gooooood morning i have been up since 3:20am and it feels insane that it's only now about when i usually get up ToT;;; i really thought i would get some embroidery done in the waiting room but i am so tired and unmotivated,,,, u_u;;;

also i started reading wha at last (bc i was gettin tired of trying to dodge spoilers) and wow all of these costumes are really cosplayer bait (ESP if you have historical costuming bg).... they're just so clearly designed with real knowledge put into the construction of the clothes

showered and cleaned the bathroom.... i would love to get laundry done also but i fear i HAVE to make dinner and i need to save energy for that since there's a big stressful day tomorrow 😔

*sets my alarm for 6 tomorrow morning to make myself tired and miserable all day so i will maybe manage to go to bed early enough to get up at 3;30a the next day to take roommate to surgery appt 😞*

postcanon hualian // xie lian getting a little petulant and frustrated because they're having friends over or have to go out (not easily canceled) but he'd rather be getting his back blown out by his ghost king husband and this (being horny and having to do something else instead of +

ughghghghghghgh my packing boxes for knitting stuff were chosen to accommodate ONE piece at a time... not for packing three shawls at once,,, so i need to go out to get a bigger one TOT criesssssssss

i had a lot of weird dreams last night that i only remember clearly there being a repeated theme about a kitten..... which is mildly worrisome because i have in the past had prophetic dreams where the cat in them later showed up in real life OvO;;;;;;;;;

been a couple of those days where there's so many things going on i have spent all the intervening time just like. staring blankly at the computer screen or space, not able to fill in the free time i do have with even video game or fic 😞

what if i just go back to only selling things incredibly weirdly: hosting raffles thru ko-fi. send me $5 to support me and enter to win a shawl. crowdfund the $400 worth of silk knitting.

etsy wants my fucking photo id and is holding hundreds of my dollars hostage for it so i guess i'm gonna have to give it to 'em despite my eternal war against photo id on the web for anything less than "signing up to be a camgirl on chaturbate," where i respect their need to know i am over 18

somehow made a BIG BIG sale on etsy despite not having updated my listings in like. years. and now i'm panicking. what kind of world where i'm like. gonna breathe a sigh of relief if it was a fake order somehow x''''D

saw the name "jean-baptiste" in character tags while scrolling, automatically filled in "grenouille," then went "WAIT" and had to scroll back up. lo and behold it was a different character and not jean-baptiste grenouille of perfume (1985) fame(?) (read perfume: the story of a murderer. it's good)

me finishing my own cooking: "what am i putting in this shit, crack?" (i made fried rice and it was very very good. not even just for being made out of like. fridge scraps and dreams, just that good.)

this is what happened to me! i must add though, i DISCOURAGE the use of ai checkers in general as using those is ALSO using ai yourself. anything you feed to an ai checker is going straight into their database so if it ISN'T ai you're giving them someone else's writing w/o permission

Deer 🦌 xiegmund freudlian@vampirefaun.bsky.social · 6d ago

PSA: WATCH OUT FOR AI COMMENT SCAMS ON AO3!⚠️ Tip-offs: - New accounts (this one was made today) - Call to action - Oddly descriptive analysis (Often OK, but if in doubt use AI checkers) This is the first like this I've seen and I could EASILY see someone falling for it!! BEWARE

today i got a new mousepad (the old one was so old it had degraded into sticking to the desk tray underneath it 😰) and cleaning THAT up inspired me to finally disconnect and clean my keyboard and uh....

keyboard with most of the keys pried off, revealing disastrous amounts of crumbs, dust, and cat hairsame keyboard post cleaning, showing the smooth red backing and the clean switches clean keyboard all put together next to the FRANKLY TERRIFYING number of cotton balls it took to clean up all the keycaps (rubbing alcohol was used for disinfectant purposes, hands are gross)

on the not-fun side of the to-do list: shower groceries on the "fun" side: iron some more hair together to finish xie lian hairstyle pattern test work on secret cursed project embroidery ...play vidya game........ (the only actually fun thing on the list)

wow i got my first "come to a second location if you want to see your fic as a comic!" bait ao3 bot comment..... am i a real author now....

finding out that over-obsession with nutritional value of food is ALSO a form of eating disorder really came for my fucking throat... literally here crying to myself a little about how there's nothing to eat but it's because there IS food available BUT

trying not to pull up fields of mistria once again instead of doing anything else (sewing) but man. the enjoyment of anything else feels like it's been eaten by the anhedonia,,,,

re-encountered the line that made me finally fall for ryis "i was thinking about writing my sister, but then i'd have to write all of them..." -- oh my god he's a sister guy. guy with a ton of sisters. my favorite kind of guy.