catodile

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She/her Call me Croco 2D + 3D Artist / Musician / Art may be suggestive I'm an adult 💙 MY GIRLFRIEND IS @huskyheroine.bsky.social 💙] Play Lost In Vivo right now

youtubers editing videos where theyre just talking in front of a camera be like "ok on this bit i need to zoom into my face a little. this bit i need to reverb my voice. this bit i make my voice pitch down a bit and zoom in on my face again... yeah this serves purpose probably."

I just wish I could think about the future and feel comfortable and hopeful. I find that thinking in the present, I am... Some semblance of happy and comfortable. But wondering what I actually will reach for in life just... Scares me. I feel so hopeless and I feel like a loser by nature.

Have you ever seen an artist you enjoy gradually discover themselves as an artist and you suddenly find that the art that they enjoy making the most simply just isn't interesting to you compared to what they used to make? It's a weird feeling that makes it easy to feel guilty for not liking it.

i might get off of social media a bit becuase my depression is bad rn and when chapter 3 and 4 came out i feel like i felt so much less for it than chapter 2 because i was so much happier back then, chapter 5 i fear ill play and just be completely emotionless.

People ARE stupid but you should do subtext anyway. You can spell it out as blatantly as possible and people will still willfully misinterpret it. I don't want all art to become shows for preschoolers, personally