Reclaiming the last three weeks I wasted trying to befriend awful people. Live and learn.
It's CeeDub
@ceedub.bsky.social
Comedy Gay - Improv Owner - Muscle Bear in training - let's make out or make art.
Making adult friends is some of the hardest interactions I've ever dealt with. It's bringing up all sorts of unresolved feelings of loneliness, low self esteem, and longing for connecting that's ages old for me. Every step forward is hard, but I will find my people eventually.
Convinced being an OF creator is just reposting your own reposts. Whatever happened to fun?
The face of a guy who got hit on at the bar last night, had a great night of conversation, and then went to his room like a respectable man.
Took this for a friend but felt like it deserved more attention
For my mental health, I muted and I unfollowed and am making space for myself again.
If there's one thing I'm good at, it's investing in emotionally unavailable people.
When you realize one of your favorite OF creators is maybe kind of a terrible person.
Why is it when I start to put my heart back on the line, I'm inevitably disappointed by guys who take me for granted? Frustrating evening to say the least.
Bear moment unlocked: politely asked to go home due to snoring.
Fell down a black hole going back over my streaming career and the kind of awful experiences toward the end. Better person. Better place. Peace to those who left for their own mental health. What an odd time that was.
There's nothing quite like getting in a bed you freshly made with new sheets and blankets. Heaven.
What in the "eg no ra moose" woke bullshit is this, Cracker Barrel? Bring back table games that insult you.
Made a bold (for me) move and I'm attending a bator event in Vegas in April. Really enjoying exploring what makes me tick.