cheembs
@cheembs.bsky.social
mostly ffxiv oriented account, i post abt my ocs, occasionally art and mods i have one million diseases ♡ banner by https://thornguts.bsky.social
why r so many people following me lately .. i haven't posted here in a while bhjdhbdshbj
yay ❤️ i'm going away for a few days but expect more in a week or so www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/170242
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David v2 - Mashup by cheembs
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i PROMISE i will release some mods soon, i might just do extremely low effort previews because thinking abt doing previews is making me want to not do it
harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban, specifically the werewolf scenes, i was extremely too young to be watching that lmao
In honor of scary media month: what is the first piece of media you remember truly frightening you as a child?
can someone kill this guy i think it needs to happen loren belongs to @cheembs.bsky.social :) #gposers | #catoposting
i PROMISE i will release some mods soon, i might just do extremely low effort previews because thinking abt doing previews is making me want to not do it
turns out the only thing i needed to have enough confidence to roleplay in a public space was half a glass of vodka. fiund the cheat code
here's a new oc i'm working on (and might make them in ffxiv too)
one of the things i'm most looking forward to doing once i'm medicated is roleplaying, tbh it's just not really realistic at the moment with how much anxiety i have but i love writing and i love sharing things with other people it's like one of my favourite things in the world :,)
i tried going on a new medication recently that was supposed to help my anxiety & adhd, and i got all the worst side effects and none of the positive benefits from it, so that's kinda where i've been for 2 months i'm getting myself off of it now though :,)
slowlyyy going to try returning to public modding soon, i have a huge backlog of stuff that just needs a preview to put out there
it is a little frustrating that there's absolute radio silence about these social media changes infringing on personal privacy until it happens to americans. like i get it, you're far less likely to care about something unless it affects you personally, but we've been dealing w this for months
iunno, has some issues ill fix.............. eventually www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/169311 heliosphere.app/mod/pxr293vb...
i give up on trying to give him actually curly hair 😭 new vanilla thing in progress ...
i'm too cooked to gpose anything for real rn so i'm just making tobias do emotes and clapping my hands like a seal
i've been slowly working on alexius's house. here's his bedroom :)
feels kinda weird designing characters younger than 30, i have to add less definition to their faces and i'm so used to putting in wrinkles and eye bags and stuff it feels like something is missing lmao
oh my god bruh bluesky set my messages back to only allow them from people i follow idk how long it's been like that bc i literally changed it and They changed it back
damn, i just realised i lost the little house i made for my lizard 😭 it's fine, i have enough screenshots i can recreate it still feeling the effects of losing my ssd...
i think the root of this issue is that a lot of people struggle to separate the character from the writer, both from an outside perspective and from the writers themselves. another reason why i'm afraid of roleplaying. people don't treat oc writing the same as other forms of writing
seriously though i worry about talking about the darker aspects of a lot of my ocs openly because people will think that means i hold the same opinions ... no i just really enjoy writing about guys who fucking suck
shaking my head when writing oc lore so that everyone knows i don't condone their actions