cheembs

@cheembs.bsky.social

mostly ffxiv oriented account, i post abt my ocs, occasionally art and mods i have one million diseases ♡ banner by https://thornguts.bsky.social

i PROMISE i will release some mods soon, i might just do extremely low effort previews because thinking abt doing previews is making me want to not do it

one of the things i'm most looking forward to doing once i'm medicated is roleplaying, tbh it's just not really realistic at the moment with how much anxiety i have but i love writing and i love sharing things with other people it's like one of my favourite things in the world :,)

i tried going on a new medication recently that was supposed to help my anxiety & adhd, and i got all the worst side effects and none of the positive benefits from it, so that's kinda where i've been for 2 months i'm getting myself off of it now though :,)

it is a little frustrating that there's absolute radio silence about these social media changes infringing on personal privacy until it happens to americans. like i get it, you're far less likely to care about something unless it affects you personally, but we've been dealing w this for months

feels kinda weird designing characters younger than 30, i have to add less definition to their faces and i'm so used to putting in wrinkles and eye bags and stuff it feels like something is missing lmao

oh my god bruh bluesky set my messages back to only allow them from people i follow idk how long it's been like that bc i literally changed it and They changed it back

damn, i just realised i lost the little house i made for my lizard 😭 it's fine, i have enough screenshots i can recreate it still feeling the effects of losing my ssd...

i think the root of this issue is that a lot of people struggle to separate the character from the writer, both from an outside perspective and from the writers themselves. another reason why i'm afraid of roleplaying. people don't treat oc writing the same as other forms of writing

cheembs@cheembs.bsky.social · 4w ago

seriously though i worry about talking about the darker aspects of a lot of my ocs openly because people will think that means i hold the same opinions ... no i just really enjoy writing about guys who fucking suck