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i did another bit of doodling today

as part of the lead up to the release of gundam assemble I (along with numerous others) have been sent a Zaku to paint as part of their online showcase as part of it, I've been sharing progress shots on instagram so if you're interested it's happening here https://www.instagram.com/pyra_gundam

apparently there are signs if i forget to bring fidget toys with me to work

I ended up coming second and getting the card I did not win the lottery though still a good time was had and it feels nice that there was such a big turn out

Alice@chrysalice.bsky.social · 7d ago

game 2 was vs league militaire stirke freedom which didn't like my ping so i won game 3 was a mirror that drew better so i lost game 4 was vs purple green zeon agro that couldn't win fast and i had the advantage in the end fame 3-1 for the night, fingers crossed for a show #gundamtcg

game 2 was vs league militaire stirke freedom which didn't like my ping so i won game 3 was a mirror that drew better so i lost game 4 was vs purple green zeon agro that couldn't win fast and i had the advantage in the end fame 3-1 for the night, fingers crossed for a show #gundamtcg

game 1 was against a mobile fighter deck, he had a slow start, i found my end game and soared to a win. Ideally I want to top 4 to get a lovely looking show of resolve, but wouldn't be upset to get the base :3 1-0 #gundamtcg

going to my first gundam first anniversry event i'm also wearing a lovely outift, that i got with vouchers from work for a project i was involved in, so yay free clothes

i just got told "that might be the most puppy girl you've ever said" because i talked about the (safe) chemicals I ate when I did chemistry at college

we should have taken photos when dressed nice Saturday

seeing a maid outift with black tights or socks rather than white ones is so annoying it is so close to being perfect and then tripping at the last hurdle

the relaxing thing i enjoy was relaxing and lovely and didn't require a few hours of dread and terror

i think i might be feeling way more dread than i should for something that is relaxing and i look forward to

was out shopping today, saw this, thought of @homu.fish and had to get it to add to my bag

introducing lexi to more of my musical prefernces has resulted in them thinking BIRDBRAIN is about me 😭

YEAH, LIKE, THAT'S ACTUALLY INSANE, I would also be so upset

i guess i'm just going to bounce between posting overly dramatic sad streams of thought and painting gundam in the same day

once there was an angel who was too delicate to survive the world she was born into she cut off her wings and tried her best to fit in things that others enjoyed hurt her, but she couldn't fit in unless she took part

trying to get back into post progress shots and just generally showing what i'm doing. Working on a #gundamassemble Leo mini. Decided to start with the in set lens so here is some progress of me painting a 3 mm square #paintslam26

if you express dissatisfaction at the way a friend treats you, and their response is to say that a you should appologise because its not very fair for expressing those feelings, and when you dont they cut of all communication that wasnt a very healthy friend anyway.

for various reasons it is exceptionally late but, i have managed to finish the gundam assemble mini i was painting for pride month, a trans coloured GQuuuuuuX

this last couple of months my mind has done a wonderful job of reminding me that the person i should have been will never get to live i've done well to get this far, and i'm not giving up but i will never be who i should have been

i woke in the middle of the night with evidence that i had been a little bit sick into my mouth i dont remember it but had to deal with the after effects which seem like a perfect simile for my current mental state

I still think about the tweet that said this was MyGo at least once every day.

feeling kinda better than this morning im not feeling myself and while not quite an ache my head is not comfy

anyone else ever feel like they're invisible smoke leaking out of their body while desperately trying to stay together instead of spreading out to nothingness

why is my mind so complicated? why don't i understand myself?

why are sundays and mondays always my toughest day (mind wise?)