Chrys 🌿

@chrysalidcore.bsky.social

✨ A Fae Wanderer. The Kaleidoscope Prince. | disabled VArtist | TTRPG Illustrator + Layout Artist | 🏳️‍⚧️ he/they | 25+ yrs old | Website/Portfolio: chrysalid.crd.co Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/chrysalid (ENG/GER) 🍉

I know artfight is still quite a few months away but i feel like I gotta start drawing ref sheets RIGHT NOW or else I won't be able to participate *again* bc I lack good references for my OCs lmao

After years and years doubting myself, struggling in Normal, everyday situations and fighting wave after wave of imposter syndrome I finally got official word that I am indeed simply disabled It still sucks but I feel validated in the fact that my struggles weren't bc I wasn't "trying hard enough"

Been doodling during my break at work (Left is the old version from last week before I updated procreate, and right is the one I started sketching yesterday/today) truly shows that sometimes you just gotta start from scratch to get some better results

Screenshot of the Procreate drawing App.
The artwork shows a character with shoulder length hair staring dead on into the camera with their finder in front of their mouth, making a "hush" gesture.
The colour schem is dark purples and a bright yellow-orange as a highlight colour.Screenshot of the Procreate drawing App showing a much better artwork.
The artwork shows a character with shoulder length hair staring dead on into the camera. their hands are raised and cover parts of their face almost as if another person was trying to grab them from behind.
The colour scheme is desaturated and grey with the only pop of colour being the character's piercing golden eyes.

Bro can potential landlords like not ghost me??? They expect their potential tenants to give them all sorts of private info and then they don't even have the decency to go: "Hey I got your message, XYZ" Like cmon

gAMERS I GOT THE JOB i get to work at a craftstore now :3 that being said, I also gotta look for an apartment but that should be easier now that I got the confirmation that my work contract is on its way to me !!! :D

Im in perpetual paperwork hell i need to already look for an apartment closer to where my potential job is gonna be, but also i am not actually hired yet so it's a lot harder to convince landlords that im not a liability 🫠

Sent out the paperwork to see if I am indeed "disabled enough" to receive any benefits and workplace protection (for if I do actually ever get hired someplace full time) 🫠 I hate how even just filling out the paperwork is so very difficult and a major hurdle as a disabled person!!!

Got a job interview at a local (my country's version of) Michaels...... Wish me luck Yeah I wouldn't earn far above minimum wage but like .... employee discounts on art supplies and being able to move a bit closer to the city would be REAL neat

Holy mackarel, false memories are wiiiillld I just spent 25 minutes looking for my physical copy of one of the books I worked on just to be like "what the fuck happened to it???" before going to check my order history to see that I guess??? I never ordered a proof copy of that project????????

I'm so glad I decided to get an RTX 3050 when I upgraded my video card last year I was not aware that NVIDIA's RTX webcam tracking was THAT goated Def gonna make myself a new VROID model now + Hanatool blendshapes bc WOAH

Gnawing on the bars of my enclosure as I try to put together enough willpower to finish tidying (I accidentally napped for 2 hours) so that I can vacuum (i'm starting to feel so so so icky from all the crumbs on my floor)

A Dnd Campaign I've been a player in for the past 4 years has had its final session today there's been triumphs & tears and I will forever remember this campaign It was a friend's first venture into playing TTRPGs & I'm so proud of my Boyfriend (the DM) for allowing us to be part of this journey🥺💖