As the number of follows grows... do I need to reveal that secret?
The happiness I have experienced in real life... Surprisingly, almost no "people" are involved
In the world of my OC stories, (x ω x) is basically positioned the same way Miku is irl.
I'm gonna have a nice sleep and start another unsure week.
I really wanna live in an environment with almost no social demands in real life.
I wish I can find an area unlike the the area I live in that filled with all this inexplicable anxiety and stress.
I really miss the sound texture of Miku V2, Luka V2, Rin and Len V2
If I get the chance to go to Japan, besides JMoF, I actually also want to attend Hatsune Miku's concert once.
Although I still had my breakdowns from time to time, being able to recover faster than before like now, is kind of a progress for me I think.
I’ve done my best to fight for it, so why do all the good things never fall on me? I guess this is my fate.
Everyone on the Internet seems to be living very well and happily, easily getting what they want or achieving it through effort, but no matter how hard I try, I only face failure and loss.
I’ve become an extremely despicable person now... I’ve lost a lot of family and friends in real life, I have no money or job, and my painting has gotten worse. Due to my mental state, I can't even do part-time jobs now...I just can’t support my life anymore.
It's kinda hard to make money by drawing commissions...
Right now I've basically given up everything, including my studies or jobs. I realised none of it is what I want. Now I'm planning to throw myself completely into drawing at home. would be great if I could earn money and support my family. if not, then that's my last period staying in the world...
