Clouded Gaze

@cl0udedgaze.bsky.social

24, Fem | Drawer of creatures | Workin through the pain (literal) | Typo queen https://cl0udedgaze.carrd.co/

It appears Im not allowed to exist without pain My back has been on and off spasming for the past day for genuinely no reason other than I lifted my right leg Insult to injury too, I lost my glasses for a solid hour upon waking up

Aaand with that, a commission that made me learn muscle anatomy over the course of a year is complete Originally, this was just going to be the boy with an outfit, but with how long I took to finish this, I also did a full edit without the outfit as an apology

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Okay, I managed to get the medical taken care of But now we have an even bigger issue. There is black mold in our apartment, its so prominent that it smells like decay and death Any help would be greatly appreciated, we don't know what our lease covers and its dangerous to keep breathing this in

Picture displays the cabinet underneath the sink with severe wood warping, black mold, and white calcification or mold Picture displays the cabinet underneath the sink with severe wood warping, black mold, and white calcification or mold (Close up of image 1)Picture displays the cabinet underneath the sink with severe wood warping, black mold, and white calcification or mold (further imaging)

This specific image depicts the mold going up the wall shares with the dishwasher and bathroom, possible indication of black mold andnwater damage behind our shower wall.Bild
Clouded Gaze@cl0udedgaze.bsky.social · 2mo ago

Im at my wits end I funally get the opportunity Ive been needing fjr a diagnosis Ive been seeking for 6 years, and I dont have the job or money ti be able to afford it Im in too poor of condition to do $900 worth of art, and I have no clue if a GFM will get any traction gofund.me/f0822d33f

I JUST (mostly) GOT ACCESS TO MY OLD GMAIL FROM 2014 WITH ALL OF MY OLD ART AND IM SOBBING SO MANY OCS I FORGOT I MADE, SO MANY OLD WORKS Absolutely crunchy linework and all, I love and miss all of my old art

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Every year for Pride, I repost Hue. I made him to send love and comfort to those who feel Pride isn’t for them because they aren’t out. You matter, you are valid, and it’s ok if you aren’t ready yet. Coming out is not a requirement for being part of this community. Happy Pride 🌈

A rainbow colored box turtle looking nervously out of a drab gray shell. There is text above him that says “It’s OK if you’re not ready yet.”

Im at my wits end I funally get the opportunity Ive been needing fjr a diagnosis Ive been seeking for 6 years, and I dont have the job or money ti be able to afford it Im in too poor of condition to do $900 worth of art, and I have no clue if a GFM will get any traction gofund.me/f0822d33f

Donate to Fund Cloud's Essential Doctor Visits, organized by Katie Swonger

Hi I'm Cloud I've made this GFM to hopefully get the funds raised so I can finally… Katie Swonger needs your support for Fund Cloud's Essential Doctor Visits

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Artist update After any current commissions I have that I need to finish, I will not be doing any pony commissions unless they are anthro. I have realized I have pushed myself past my range of comfort, and have burnt out to the point its affected my health Thank you for reading

Clouded Gaze@cl0udedgaze.bsky.social · 3mo ago

ALSO UPDATE! I have been extremely slow to getting to commissions due to very conflicting mental and physical health issues. Like my whole right arm going numb just from driving for an hour with no explanation. Now's the game of "Is my wrist swelling this morning"

Im at my wits end I funally get the opportunity Ive been needing fjr a diagnosis Ive been seeking for 6 years, and I dont have the job or money ti be able to afford it Im in too poor of condition to do $900 worth of art, and I have no clue if a GFM will get any traction gofund.me/f0822d33f

Donate to Fund Cloud's Essential Doctor Visits, organized by Katie Swonger

Hi I'm Cloud I've made this GFM to hopefully get the funds raised so I can finally… Katie Swonger needs your support for Fund Cloud's Essential Doctor Visits

gofund.me

Sooo In doing little doodles with the new pens I got, Im realising I need ti do more doodles lmao My style inconsistency is hilarious, and it makes the doodles that much more fun Would any of yall be interested in $10 doodle pages???

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Sooo In doing little doodles with the new pens I got, Im realising I need ti do more doodles lmao My style inconsistency is hilarious, and it makes the doodles that much more fun Would any of yall be interested in $10 doodle pages???

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Artist update After any current commissions I have that I need to finish, I will not be doing any pony commissions unless they are anthro. I have realized I have pushed myself past my range of comfort, and have burnt out to the point its affected my health Thank you for reading

Clouded Gaze@cl0udedgaze.bsky.social · 3mo ago

ALSO UPDATE! I have been extremely slow to getting to commissions due to very conflicting mental and physical health issues. Like my whole right arm going numb just from driving for an hour with no explanation. Now's the game of "Is my wrist swelling this morning"

Further update I have managed to fuck up my neck or my head to the point it hurts to even have my eyes open. Getting worsening nausea waves from the pain Paired with a severe downhill spiral, not sure what i can even do at this point

ALSO UPDATE! I have been extremely slow to getting to commissions due to very conflicting mental and physical health issues. Like my whole right arm going numb just from driving for an hour with no explanation. Now's the game of "Is my wrist swelling this morning"

ALSO UPDATE! I have been extremely slow to getting to commissions due to very conflicting mental and physical health issues. Like my whole right arm going numb just from driving for an hour with no explanation. Now's the game of "Is my wrist swelling this morning"