junibug
@clancystardust.bsky.social
• they/them • 24 • 🇵🇱 • INTJ fan & personal account kpop (ults: iKON, SVT, Monsta X) I WAS ON THE JUMBOTRON #ClancyHamburg !!! juni saw pilots juni saw fob juni saw u-kwon genderfluid TW: bpd, sh
How am I supposed to stop calling my baby "my baby", "my love" and "pookie"?:(
Had to take my anti anxiety medication to be able to handle my emotions
You're gonna see me here often from the next week as I will be depressed after saying goodbye to my dearest beloved partner
Uhh idk my family is just ??? I wasn't expecting that. I feel so disrespected and misunderstood.
Omg I got a massage for my bday and my neck feels so good rn
Can j just??? Like??? Not get back to uni and kms Uni is now over 100€ more per semester than when I started 2 years ago. Actually a year ago it already went up 90€ and now another 20€
I really have the best and most thoughtful partner in the world:(( I love them so so much
Why tf is my discord on pc like this... Why is it bugging wtf happened
Now I feel guilty for reaching out to my partner, they're coming here for nothing. Nothing happened maybe nothing would why am I like that overreacting what if they won't love me anymore I m sorry I'm so sorry
Why am I feeling like this,, why do u have to fight so hard just to not hurt myself
I'm feeling quite... Lonely. I'm jealous. I think very negatively about myself and I want to sh. I'm fighting with myself not to. I'm telling myself to just go to sleep and that I'm overreacting... But am I though?
I wish I could have a possibility of planning the future with my partner:(((
BRUHHH WHY DOES MY MUM KEEPS TEXTING ME EVERY DAY. STILL. AFTER OUR TALK ABOUT IT A MONTH AGO. THIS FEELS SO DISRESPECTFUL AAAAA
I have spent so much time on my phone I have a headache and I'm nauseous
A thread of cute and funny things I love about my relationship:] So I can look at it to remind myself what a blessing it is, and also what I deserve.
A little something from last week:] I found a new café that offers vegan cakes, and this is the best vegan cheesecake I had and chocolate cake placed on a solid 2nd place 🩷 gotta love Hannover
It is so hard to accept the diagnosis? Or maybe I've accepted it, but I'm just ashamed of it and scared to share it with people. Depression is something that I've made peace with and I'm quite open about. But borderline is such a fucking bitch. All the hate and stereotypes around it in the media...
As a big update, I haven't been suicidal in a couple of weeks. Although, I'm still struggling with self harm a lot. It's a process... Or so they say.