The Coffee Lion

@coffeelion.bsky.social

If anything it is a pleasure Currently

Talking through this is a bit of a slippery slope because I'm not saying I'm condoning or excusing any type of behavior, I'm just throwing a Theory out there that's based upon almost nothing and Woo Woo Theory and the belief that you get consistently reincarnated into Earth as Time moves forward

Maybe the Kink that you DO have is the result of how you might have lived your past lives and now because The life expectancy of Humans is like 80 years instead of 25 when YOU were last "Alive" the social Norms of society just moved along to match but you're an "Old Soul" arriving again now

I think being a Fat Fur sorta Stems from The past where some devoted followers would Physically Fatten their Gods as a Type of worship or weight as status and When you DO die, You just might got reincarnated into the modern age where those types of entities are no longer available "Physically"

If I take the fact that I seem to almost have no control over what exactly gets me riled up, Then it means I sorta have no choice but to garner a bit of sympathy for the people who's kinks fall into the "More socially unacceptable for the poor/layman" to have

I think at least in large part, part of the reason why I'm a Fat Fur is because of Genetics, I consider both my mom and Dad effectively "Fat Furs" so I think what I am Truly attracted to on THAT level is more often than not left up to the Chance of that Genetic Lottery, It's innate to my Character

I feel like there's a Kink out there that's like "Kinda" Child pornography where what exactly gets your Rocks off is the fact that the age of the Character in Question is Questionable but JUST possible enough to be considered outright adult but there's nothing "Official" to confirm/Deny actuality

I don't blame myself, the rest of the world is unnecessarily harsh & Finding a Proper place to live comfortably is unreasonably difficult and when I literally look at how life treats me it's more often than not incredibly and unnecessarily difficult because I'm ALSO a Main Character of the Universe