complete non sequitur, but i think one of the things i admire and appreciate most about ghost trick's writing is how it pulls off "undoing death" without feeling unearned, or cheap. that's a trope i usually don't like, for those reasons; i think as someone who's had to reckon with death from a--

maybe i'll pick up the new FE at some point... maybe... i feel some trepidation at getting back into those games for a few reasons, but i do enjoy the gameplay a lot, and it's nice seeing people so excited for it. i'm curious what the general opinion on it will be in a few weeks...!

kai song like crazy btw. maybe the most kai song i've found so far. i like to kinda think of it as kai meeting & talking to his future self... 🥺🩶 (also one of my top favourite mae songs hehe) www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJY0...

Mae - The Fisherman Song (We All Need Love)

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chaotic family member is here (not for a full month yet, just this weekend to start), i'm sorry if i'm missing things/more inactive than usual for a bit 😅 tiiiired... 💦

🥺🩷💛🩶 got impatient and wanted to see the RR trio lineup with the new satsuki... i was a little worried she'd stick out, since she's a few months more recent, but i think so far she looks consistent enough! phew... (though, she's too tall. last time she was too short, LOL)

having some really good overarching story ideas for RR tonight hehe... thank goodness, cause the actual *plot* is something i've struggled to figure out. 😆 i've got a good grasp on the main characters and their dynamics, and the story relating to their relationships, but otherwise...?? uhh... 😂

all this being said i do reserve the right to draw sexy satsuki if i want to btw. maybe that goes without saying but just to be clear. the goal is to push back against inherent sexualization of her body type, but she can still be sexy by her/my choice. we all understand? OK thank you 🙂‍↕️🩷

raesaurus 🦕@corpseflowering.bsky.social · 3w ago

to clarify what i'm getting at here i guess like, i just wanna see more large-chested characters that are allowed to just... exist? like, their chest isn't a Notable Character Trait. obviously it's fine to find large chests attractive, but... it'd be nice if they were desexualized a bit, too... 🥹

satsuvan thoughts... evan's gentleness is one of his best traits, it just often goes unnoticed behind his arrogance... but more and more, as he acknowledges his feelings for satsuki, she brings it to the forefront... he softens so much because of her... 🥺🥺🥺 satsuki gains so much confidence--

she's so cute..... i don't experience cuteness aggression that much but satsuki does it to me. i need to gently whack her with an inflatable hammer. bap bap bap bap bap bap bap bap 🥺🩷🩷🩷

raesaurus 🦕@corpseflowering.bsky.social · 2w ago

a little more progress on this tonight ☺️ hehe squishy. hehehehe. squish squish 🩷🩷🩷 (gotta decide what logo i want on her sports bra 😆 i was thinking a kitty but hmmm...)

got out of bed before 11 AM today (yay) received sudden news that a very chaotic family member is probably coming to stay with us for a month in the near future (NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!)

still catching up on the direct but HAD TO SCREAM A LITTLE ABOUT NEW 2D METROID AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹🥹 ALREADY???? i mean... i guess it will have been 5+ years... but with the gap between fusion and dread, that's nothing... 😆💦 so excited...!!! 🥹💛

mae earworm the last few days ☺️ ... i guess it's a little evanny, hehe. but mostly i just like it LOL www.youtube.com/watch?v=lY8V...

Rocket

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it really do be like this, unfortunately

bro bakatako does not want me to use it 😭 at first it kept glitching out when i tried to use my big tablet, couldn't even draw a profile picture. tried using my little tablet, no glitches, but i accidentally tapped out of the canvas and lost the pfp i was working on... i give up... 💦

after i finish this satsuki ref i might look into properly getting my unvale set up... i've had an account for a few months, i fiddled with it a bit and then abandoned it 😆 just thinking AF isn't a great long-term solution for character profiles hahaha (can't edit anything until november... 💦)

a little more progress on this tonight ☺️ hehe squishy. hehehehe. squish squish 🩷🩷🩷 (gotta decide what logo i want on her sports bra 😆 i was thinking a kitty but hmmm...)

raesaurus 🦕@corpseflowering.bsky.social · 2w ago

okay 🥹 i managed to force my way through!! this looks passable to me, haha. the rest should be much easier, it's always the hair & face that take me the most time... i still feel a little off my game, but i think i can do this!! 💪🩷

PS2 horror game save me... save me, PS2 horror game... (i'm okay, just a bit of a stressful day 😆 i've started watching a kuon LP to unwind hehe ☺️ first time watching, i looooove the atmosphere already!)

okay 🥹 i managed to force my way through!! this looks passable to me, haha. the rest should be much easier, it's always the hair & face that take me the most time... i still feel a little off my game, but i think i can do this!! 💪🩷

had such crazy RR shower thoughts that i think i need to not only make a satsuki & hitomi comic à la the kai & evan one, but also change the ending. lol. ooooops 😆 basically... i realized the existing ending is *really* at odds with satsuki's intended character arc. they kind of contradict--

still having an insanely difficult time doing anything but sketches 🥲 rrrgghhh. everything just looks wrong... maybe it's about time for that art break, after all... OTL well, for the time being, i'm going to continue trying to force my way through... i wanna get this satsuki done... 😭

satsuvan nuke btw. (avrilling again as you can see 😆 i gotta avril when i'm drawing satsuki... 🙂‍↕️🩷) www.youtube.com/watch?v=NcuC...

Kiss Me Like The World Is Ending

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MT concert somewhat nearby this month but it's 2 hours away by transit UUGGGHHHH. and it's at a beer festival. do i wanna travel 4 total hours only to be around a bunch of tipsy/drunk people, even if it's for my favourite band... 😅 unsure... might pass on this one... 😆

doodled anyway 😆 just a really rough, quick concept before bed... haruuuuuu ☺️🤎 (and her #1 fan!!!! 😤🩷)

raesaurus 🦕@corpseflowering.bsky.social · 3w ago

another RR character becoming more of a concrete idea in my head tonight... yeeessss... satsuki will have a bestie soon ☺️ gotta work more on her (satsuki's) new ref so i can do some more concept doodles, hehe...

another RR character becoming more of a concrete idea in my head tonight... yeeessss... satsuki will have a bestie soon ☺️ gotta work more on her (satsuki's) new ref so i can do some more concept doodles, hehe...

it's starting to get cold at night uggghhhh 😆 you know, i like cooler weather in theory... i really do... i love autumnal and hibernal aesthetics as much as the next girlie... but in practice... 🥶😭💦

gosh... went to sync this satsuki and got slammed with this wall of RR (-1)... just made me so happy to see 😭 this is all just from one month!! and i know it's just sketches, but... this is still insane output, for me 😆 my sweeties... they keep me drawing... 🥹🩷💛🩶💙

a tiny bit more progress on this ☺️🩷 just wanted to figure out some details before i move on to properly lining and everything... designed her some runners!! they're definitely not nike ripoffs noooope not at all nah naw no no no 🙂‍↔️🙂‍↔️🙂‍↔️

raesaurus 🦕@corpseflowering.bsky.social · 3w ago

SHE'S CUTIEPIES!!! i made her head front-facing, i think it looks better ☺️ might throw a few more details in still, but i really like this... it feels like her... 🥺🩷 (i realized the angel wings on her jacket are also a covert reference to the site she originated from, keeping those!! 🥹)

to clarify what i'm getting at here i guess like, i just wanna see more large-chested characters that are allowed to just... exist? like, their chest isn't a Notable Character Trait. obviously it's fine to find large chests attractive, but... it'd be nice if they were desexualized a bit, too... 🥹

raesaurus 🦕@corpseflowering.bsky.social · 3w ago

giving her a large chest was a whatever decision 😆 i guess i wanted to see a female MC with a larger chest since i feel like they're kind of rare? at least in animanga. you can just give a character big boobs, it doesn't have to mean anything, promise. people just have big boobs sometimes 🙂‍↕️🩷

... happy back pain day from me and satsuki? lmao

SHE'S CUTIEPIES!!! i made her head front-facing, i think it looks better ☺️ might throw a few more details in still, but i really like this... it feels like her... 🥺🩷 (i realized the angel wings on her jacket are also a covert reference to the site she originated from, keeping those!! 🥹)

raesaurus 🦕@corpseflowering.bsky.social · 3w ago

she's just so cutiepies.....