I’ll write gay porn again some day I say as I look far into the distance with misty eyes

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Would people help out a kofi goal for bills, medical supplies, a needed item with the heat, and then a stretched goal for a couple wanted things? Couple wanted things being a cheap backpack organizer and a supscription for crunchyroll so I can have something to watch after hard days of treatment?

Wait how are my nudes going to be sexy with a glucose monitor in them :( I didn’t think of my lingerie pics when I got it because I wasn’t horny but now WHAT ABOUT MY TEASING PHOTOS IT IS GOING TO RUIN THEM This is so sad, the things I do to get better thank god insulin pump isn’t in my future yet

Weird question for any diabetic friends with cats this may apply to? Is your cat concerned about your glucose monitor? I just got a dexcom within the week and my cat is SO concerned about it and I don’t know if this is a normal reaction to getting the device with a cat. She can’t leave it alone

I’ve decided I’m going to try to reawaken my love for The Pizzaplex Nighttime Mechanic by rereading it. So if you want to read along, I’m going to try to read all of chapter 1 tonight (not promised) If you read too, lmk and we can reminisce about it! archiveofourown.org/works/399250...

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They made Glamrock Bonnie hot on purpose you cannot tell me otherwise

Meow doesn’t understand that she can’t knead and lay on my new dexcom or else she’ll make my results all funky, and I don’t know how to tell her this in a way that she’ll listen

My friend recommended that I make a mouse fursona and I do think that is a cute idea, but the need to make a opossum fursona has been on the mind for so long I don’t know if I could say no

I have taken another step towards my health today on my own. Taking steps on your own isn’t easy, but I’m going to get better one way or another

You know, I forget about some of my fantasies sometimes, and then they come and hit me in the face and I don’t know what to do with them. I blame my friends for reminding me

Something I love is I have friends that refer to me in reference to Plato’s Allegory of the Cave, because I live under a rock and don’t branch out at all from the small I know. So sometimes when I’m experiencing new media or history or really anything new, they say I’m coming out of the cave

Probably my last ArtFight piece, but I made my goal of three, so that makes me happy! Fae Sun belongs to @bearittcreations.bsky.social ! I hope you like him and the nod at The Artisan holding him 💕💕

Maybe my last appointment with my therapist for a while with me getting set with my one doctor to go into intensive treatment. I don’t know all that will happen yet but I get directly referred Wednesday. Things might slow even further down from me for a bit. If they do, much love and care friends 💕

Getting closer and closer to finishing that art fight piece I just need to lay down flat colors and I’m gucci! For now, therapy 🫡

Draw it, draw it bad even, just draw it for fun. If you drew it and had fun, you succeeded.

Icarus was a good nickname, I kind of miss it

Disabled friends or friends with chronic illnesses/similar: What do you do when you run out of spoons at the same time everyday even when you try different things and get stuck with being able to do nothing for hours until bed? I can’t even watch a video my spoons are so low but I’m bored & tired

I need to get better at details in art so I don't spend hours focusing on them 😭😭😭

The Daycare Attendant Adventures has been updated with 3 new quick chapters! All smutty! 🌙 Taking Care of Our Starshine ☀ 🌙 A Dream of a Fuck 🌙 And ☀ To Get You Ready ☀ I hope you all enjoy these oldies! archiveofourown.org/works/616277...

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Some love from the Sun ❤︎₊ ⊹

I just want you all to know I handled that message yesterday like a fucking pro for someone who is literally on the edge of it all rn with hardly any outlets. I was not going to let some hate message do me in, I’m better than that and have 1000 other perfectly good reasons to be my downfall tyvm

I promise I’m working on my next artfight piece, it just has big hands and I got frustrated so I’m working on it slowly and I’m also low spoon and burnt out already. That and fucking yesterday 🥲 We still stay silly tho

I love fan mail <3

Taco bell would fix me (and usually does because I have an ED and don’t eat right but I have no money and I don’t want to get sick from their lettuce rn which means I am unfixable at the moment)

I love her your honor

Today may be a better day. The struggles are never ending but at least my head gives me little breaks

Too afraid to open up to anyone right now yet too afraid to stay quiet. I know what happens when I stay quiet, but right now feels like there is no choice. No one wants to hear it, no one is doing well, no one is in the right space. So quiet. So much of mental illness is just, being quiet about it