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study criminals, prison, the prison system, the rehabilitation system, study cycles, mental illnesses, the point of no return, sentences, court, justice, brutality, moral economy, incontinence

Whenever I can't draw I am in agony because I crave Art is beauty and I crave beauty and therefore I suffer I attach a sense of self onto it and thus suffer Enjoy the process

There's a loud man in the streets yelling over his phone about another, so I'm standing by the window just beside the gap in the curtains and listening to him yell and call the reciever a bitch and piece of shit

Dual formalities that barely breach the surface of understanding and are unfazed I have a muzzle that's taped on, hardly capable of remaining still on the jaw and swings And it irritates the skin each time it hits the flesh like an unchecked box, but that's the mind at work too

Youre immortal, and another one sent to be a more physical manifestation of your kama attempts to haunt you (also immortal) They were born for the sake of being your conscience, yet you're very unperturbed Being the wretch you are, you reprimand them for their efforts---

It's like an investment Such a beloved artist won't share those amazing works for free publically, so I'll capitalize off of that sense of closure for my own spreading gains Unxis already been so idolized for their unique style for years, so it's no real surprise people would go to that extent

Its quite insane to me that artists will sub to unxxi's patreon/fanbox and copy the illustrations they don't release publicly. You mean to tell me you're paying to be a copycat?

hmmmm I'm feeling more discouraged about intimacy and masturbation again complexities of the 5 senses and the mapping of the body doesn't help if you're repulsed by certain smells or textures or feelings and if it isn't pleasurable to begin with, it'll feel like a chore

actually.. even if christ had risen yesterday, it was technically also a celebration of bunnies too i had no reason to not move the date... hed been fine with it and maybe woudl have let me hangout with bunny that day too thats alright though, today will be bunny day