D3ath_0ps

@d3ath0ps.bsky.social

(18+) - Writer, Gamer, Streamer, F1 Addict | Panther Fur | Twitch Affiliate | Ace/Bi - He/Him | pfp/banner: @suunion.bsky.social

I’ve been struggling to find the motivation to write. I’ve got the ideas and the plan to get it done, but I just can’t will myself to do it. Life is just so draining right now. I can’t promise that I’ll be able to get the next chapters out in a timely manner, but I’ll keep trying. ;(

I just discovered that I’ve been looked over for a promotion again. I’ve been in my new role for months, and I learned that my co-worker—who I’ve been spoon-feeding info because he’s not grasping anything—got the promotion instead. I’m furious. I’m heartbroken. I want to quit. But I can’t. Fuck.

For anyone who’s taken the time to read this, thank you. This project means a lot to me, and I hope that you’re enjoying the journey. I’ve got about 7k words written on the next chapter with a section still left to write. It’s taken longer than I hoped, but I hope to see you there. <3

Bild

Thirty years… wow time flies. I’ve been on this planet for thirty years, and I feel so lucky to have what I have—a loving family, an incredible fiance, a plethora of friends, and a life full of love and happiness. I’m grateful for everything, and I love you all. Let’s go for another thirty years~

nothing seems to be working out lately seems like im nothing but annoying to everyone, and everything im doing creatively seems like a waste of time. what's the point

I can confidently say after pouring hours into Software Inc.: I have no idea what the fuck I’m doing. I’m on my tenth try trying to figure it out and nothings working. Might just have to look up what I’m doing wrong or give up entirely I’m not dedicating another day for it